Without freshness or appeal because of overuse.

Its such a intimidating statement whenever i make that particular statement. I feel so guilty yet lying to myself is also another allegation. Is there a reason to lie about what I really am feeling right now or is it just stereotypes that I've been heeded around my abstinence friends.
The question is:
Shall i or Shall i not?

One things for sure, i can't be lying thought out this phase of shits i am now. I have no idea what gravitationally created this neither do I know what make a change.

Win lose situation is a good way to describe this unrealistic situation but yet it will be hackneyed and astound to people who are cliche with it. Great, how dubious can this be?

I can't take it anymore, I need to explode out from this shell pretty badly.
Fidelity will do just great for me now or perhaps, hankering? :\

F a y.