Place of Plight.

After so much of anticipation and fretful on what the doctor had to said the other day, well, i'm a bit at ease on the results, but suddenly, after receiving a letter from NCC, the feeling just started to get abit more callous for an black and white piece of printout stating the intense results.

So am I suppose to go head over heels now or down in the mouth standpoint?

Its time to repent for the good of myself and the religion. Its really time already.
And is this what life is? Putting that gazillions effort but still not enough?
What else can I ever do or say to get that definition?

F a y.