I think i'm into you.

Not everyone in the world is lacking of nothing essential or normal. Every one has their flaws to attend to. Some people think they understand one side or perhaps trying to be in one's prime to analyze a situation of anyone in particular, guess what? . . not everyone is leading a happy life as you are. Get up straight and look yourself in the mirror, what are you lacking of? Nothing. You're born with two parents and still there for you, regardless of what, is so different from losing a parent at the age of sixteen . . face the reality, easy said than done. Easy for people to say, "you gotta move on .. " so what? Pretend your parents are dead for one day, won't that give you a aversion blow of like almost giving up life.. ? Well, at least I'm still trying to get over the grief, so stop bring me down more by giving me disgracefully and grossly offensive intimidated comments by how i lived my life, its f-up hard without a mother in life, JUST SO YOU KNOW.

In some perspective, some people in this universe don't fcuking appreciate any of this thing. Cos its either, both human are a sadist bitches or they(parents) are having life of their own to even care about the most important human living at home, this are just utterly bullshit. This is life, being a bitch and acting like a bitch is so typical. Yet again, who is this world can you ever trust 100% accept your ownself? Some just became a manipulated mother fucker backstabber assholes who just gotta used secrets by secrets to get you down that tunnel in the most gruesome ugliest way. Hah, fuck you bitch!

There's nothing more to be said here, i'm not regretting the recent history i'm gonna erased cos its not worth it ever. You(s)'ll be the last mistake i make and never gonna repeat again, cos i had enough. I need time alone. .

On the other greenier side, thank you Zuhairee and Hazziq for the awesome-ness catch up. (:
Secondary School's friends are the best ever..!!

Hang it there buddy, i know its hard to face whatever you're facing, be strong yeah?
(although i know you won't read this, cos i wrote this above after reading your blog doh)

It grew from a simple crush..

F a y.