Screw it !

"Let's go out, hey but wait, let's not ask . . . . . along. . ."

Like my attitude ever suck to the core and yours ever so perfect, but wait, didn't you mention, all of us? Hmm, are you sure bout that, i have a five year friendship friend with me and he has not complaint a single bit and for the other two and one that you once treat so coldly before too is not involved. Neither I do or not I am expected this from someone who i trusted so much, what's more, being in the same clan and has hidden agenda of the bad ones in them. Like seriously, thank you god for answering the curious in me for this time. Didn't know that this actually prove what they said about ITE classmates, never trust them a hundred percent, but yet again how can I not, they do know how to pull prolly an Oscar winning act.

I'm being boastful, thinking i am everything in this world is all about me, being too materialistic. Like, do you really think i all that? Its perhaps just my characteristic or alter ego in school being that way like how you all analyze it, but instead of telling me in a good orderly manner, you just gotta go gah-gah behind my back with that agenda. Seriously, i give up, i'm gonna be serious about work, assignments and anything related to school and care less about everything is pulling me down cos even if it takes me to be alone, as what i am already now, it doesn't matter, cos i had enough of wasting my effort so much. Like what big sins have i ever done to deserve this, so much for calling me a friend if you can't be honest with me.

I rest my case. Screw the jinx, i hate how everything is now.

F a y.