Honest truth.

Seriously whatever i have to write at this point in time doesn't need any judgmental comments at all from any of you readers, at this moment, i'd just cried bucket watching a movie(the love of siam) that totally relate to me. . And seriously, that movie shows true friendship bonds pretty well and somewhat not able to have a good ending . yeah, it totally happen between me and my best friend, Mahdi.

I remembered knowing him at April 5th last year, we have no idea whatsoever we are going to be that close. Who would expect right? But yeah we did. What really amaze me when he actually said, i'm his only best friend he would ever have. That journey being his best friend was amazing, honest truth that concern he gave to me was more than anything i can ask for that time and even now. Call me gay whatsoever, i don't care, he was really nice and have everything i could ever need from a best friend, like him. There was once, he wanted to come over and slack at my crib, he brought this chocolate over, and i ask, why didn't he eat it, cos its already melting, he told me this, " i brought it cos i wanna share it with you.. " . I know it wouldn't be a big deal to you or anything, but it does to me. And it was the sweetest thing someone ever done to me. And there was once he was Indonesia, he actually called me up just to ask how am i doing and told me this, " you take care bro, i'll be back soon, i actually miss you that i kept calling my cousin Fir.."

To this day, i still deeply do misses him and all, looking at everything really make me cried buckets. . Until this day, i still have everything that make my journey being his one and only best friend a very memorable one. I being honest now, i'm not being sexually confuse nor am i trying to(read:NOT), but seriously, i really love him as a friend, best friend and a brother more than anything. .

and i can't move on from the last good luck and good bye you gave to me. .

Seriously, i miss you Mahdi. . too much. .

Hoping you response to my message. . please?

F a y.