Help , bring back the smile.

There's some things we don't talk about 
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

Oh well, this facade smile won't be long, cos everything you see from me isn't what you get.

Its all fake for now, only some people know what i'm really going tru and what do i need most.

This is contradicting towards you A, but i think i need you, i don't know why, i miss your presence around me, cuddling me, love me for who i am.

And D, i might not say this ever before, but you've been the greatest regularly st most concern classmates i ever have, i promise i won't disappoint you by attending school and doing the roleplay perfectly. (: Thanks again . .

Just need to party soon, read: party, not drink. There's a different.

Happiness isn't a word in my dictionary anymore, if there's a word, i guess its, repent, for good.

F  a y.