Shall I?

I'm pretty darn weak somehow for the past few days, besides enduring the pain, my brain is then envisage strange things that shouldn't been. But no matter what it was i tried to divert my attention to other stuffs such as being around friends and not thinking about it while although the pain is fizzling out my body.

I have no idea why nowadays the same routine of me being in anguish pain starts to get more intense than ever, am i suppose to be curing with the medication? Sign.

But whatever the aftermath is, i know I've did my very best to fight this as a fighter and not a loser. If my time is up, well, i know I've done the very best to get myself going with my family and friends.

★FiR.