Done and Said, My Turn Now!

I suppose that being that "mature" enough is suppose to make you that sophisticated in terms of life, at that kind of age acting like as in you have a 20's mindset, like come on already, are you that cheap to make yourself so well known for your oh-so-optimistic-world-of-mine world? Hahaha, all you ever think is that wonderful blissful oh-my-soon-to-be *fill in the blank* of yours. Like come on alright, at least in that particular time, i was damn stupid to even though you're my only hope in getting back what I've lost. Guess what? I lose nothing, fact is, I'm happier with my life now than ever before when you ever came in those awful wannabe characteristic.

So what if you have wonderful physce of being so optimistic in life? Fact that you're not even least happy at where you're standing now. I lost but guess what? That was just the beginning of a war, I've lost the battle but never will I surrender myself in the war. The war I'm stating here it isn't gotta to do with you, the puzzle of my happiness and future still lies on me, and i am the one who is going to create it. I have already glance through the mirror of in times to come, and i ain't seeing you in my life. I have great friends and I guess you don't ? Cos you always have their dramatic actions of this people are just a phase of life. The point for me to even blog about this is not just to being so immensely juvenile on how I handling situations like this but the message I'm trying to send across now is that, I'm no near affected by any of your words your portray there. Wasted my time? Oh well no, perhaps, this is just something I've learnt and grown up to see that you're both just a big mistake in my life. Not regretting just wondering why am I that stupid to see how much I needed you before, oh-I-am-already-mature people.

★FiR.