Really? Sigh.

This piece above is purely created by me using Adobe Photoshop. Well, it isn't that sophisticated by yet I guess, effort perhaps?

I'm feeling so down that perhaps no one could ever understands how I feel deeply inside. I've been putting on a fake smile for almost a week to just cover up the sorrows in me. Will I ever get through this? Sigh. Really, I need to let it out. . .But how?

God, please help me in this difficult times I've been having with. Family, Friends and Myself.

I'm so stress up right now.

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is pbutting so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
We are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
But the truth remains

You're gone..

★FiR.