Deal or No Deal?

(random pictures of Ijan's 20th)

I need you, as in you, only my heart knows who you are. Why is it so easy for others who are in the same mindset and thinking that "this" is better than the fact reality it should be do it so easily while it takes me like having to pass my diploma and master the concept of being good and fluent with "this"?

Its been weeks since i can't get over this feeling, and the one thing that really bothers me is how much different i am now. i changed, i really want to stop this before it becomes any worst. Like really, something needed to be stop.

Let's get guns and shoot each other like there's no legal law to stop us.

Random, is it just me? Or Akon has a beat that makes people wanna dance? Hmm . .

F a y.