Its ball on the floor and hit it!

The adrenaline rush of having to sweat the body during Sport's and Wellness is ever awesome than anything, the class played as one and what's else can i ever ask more? The game was floorball(!) anyway, way way before SW module, we had care session with the bridge leader playing some bonding games like big fish, small fish and dog and bone, my team won the game with a good strategy, and the other team had to do a forfit of dancing, i swear, i want to upload the video, they did it perfectly as a team, oh man, i swear i love the class.

That's not about the end, during SVE module, we had to a roleplay, there were 8 different teams, Han Yong, Daphne, Michelle, Marvin group was the most entertaining, it showed how hilarious Han Yong can be, and then it was the Boutique group, that's the most unexpected group to crack the most laughter to the class during that module. Hahahha! Its amazing how i actually went home at 7 am today and managed to go school on time and there's not even a single bit of tiredness on me at all (: Even my fever is gone, like, woah, prolly its the floorball i guess, and Saturday is jogging, gym and swimming with Mimi, I'm just amazed on how i've changed my lifestyle into, not to mention, the smile on my face isn't a fake facade for showcase.

F a y.

My life, my prology.

Much dramatic yet? Hahaha, i guess it's being said and done,
and i'm much happier nowadays.

Tonight, its buttered, which, it will be the prolly only thing to do to get my mind off on that thoughts of you. Oh dang, then its school at 8, -_-''

If all that matters, please, just make do of what's left and just do what you need to, i need genuine approaches and less dramatic actions and talks. Bye sweetheart.

F a y.

Ocean and Goals.

Oh well, finally, a one on one time on little nick. Its been like a few days since i ever type on this keyboard, ah, what the fuck, stop being detail about my life.

School? Its never been better, i'm not a single bit regretting on being in ILM, i've became one of those "kentals" people whom sit at the front row of a lecture hall during tutorial and a few pages of my modules notes are scribble with loads of information, which, A FIRST ever accomplishment writing extra notes besides what's already stated. Kudos fir (: Besides that, i'm aiming to get a 3.5 GPA for my first module term exam. Saying that so, the lecture also told that only selected good attendance, attitude and attributes potential student are allowed to take the fork lift license, who wouldn't want that right? Well, looking on the facade of the faces of my classmates, they look very typical ITE students who just wants leisure and entertainment, but guess what? When they start doing work and talk, they wow me, literally. I guess its because, most of them are O Level graduates and i'm quite proud to actually be in the class, cos almost literally everyone in the class bonds so well, one word to explain it, united, regardless the race.

Well, that's besides the point, i'm enjoying school and the classmates to the core. Tomorrow my first's Logistic Management Practical, oh boy, hands on with the indoor warehouse. (: Business Environment module is the boring-ness ever tutorial i can attend to, i almost had a full one hour dream in that lecture hall.

Out to Tampines later and revision on Service Excellence at night.

Taking care, Mimi, can't wait swimming Friday! (:

Life without miserable and expectations is what i need most now;
thank god, i'm blessed with it.(:



If that ever happen in Singapore, i bet i'll be laughing my ass of like some lunatic Starbucks Partner. And surely the Singaporean customers are so not gonna entertain me. Typical.

F a y.

NDP'2009 Motivators.

Today's audition was awesomely entertaining, i broke free from my shyness and whatever that stops me from being spontaneous, i have to act out as a commander, i did it very well in front of my teammates, and the organizer told us that our group stand a high chance, we all will be the motivators of NDP'09! Now comes the bummer part, practice is every Saturday, all the way, till 9th August.

I was at Topman at T1 when my eyes struck on the sales coordinator whom was wearing the leather jacket, i repeat, THE leather jacket! Omg, i even went to that extent of asking where did he bought it, hahaha, desperate much? Hahaha.

In case you're wondering what it is, it look similiar to this;


When one of my schoolmates asked me to try this below on, i totally was this - - close to getting it. But i didn't due to i know what's within my next month shopping spree.

I can't wait for next 7th, come quick please!

Every Friday date with Mimi for Swimming! Soon up next, floorball!

F a y.

Hey there all, here's the hooray!

I have a issue with something, but yeah, hate how i have to like literally write it down? Bare with it, or leave :) So here goes, i hate how oneself could changed cos because that they are in a relationship. Here's the deal, if that someone is having that guts to be in love with you, that includes knowing your circle of friends well too. If your partner could not accept you're being close or knowing other guys/girls, please, don't be too dumb, i hate to say it, but, if you face this, you are officially blind by love and dumb much. Is it that hard to even acknowledge a friend you actually said you truly appreciate? I guess that despo anxiety inside you is that much that even the ego couldn't be differentiate right? I guess much too. If your partner have to be jealous just because you're friends with another girl/guy, that totally implies how much things won't able to work out as much. Just for the record, i'm not that flirtatious nor am I that fucked up guy who steals people's partner, do i look that desperate? Oh and yeah, just a shout out to partners who tends to get jealous easily, i ain't that typical person whom your juvenile and stupid mindset could think off (:

Moving on, as per usual, School of Business won the telematch, a event that marks the end of the orientation week. My classmates was really excite on our school won the telematch, they cheered and gave spontaneous cheers to our fellow course mates, that's really awesome right? So right after school, after extending my EZ-LINK to student fare, which finally, it was left with Mimi and myself, we couldn't decide on what to do on a very humid day, so i suggested swimming, it eventually happened. It was really awesome, i could swim for nuts! Read: Could! I managed to do strokes and swim from one end to the another. (: First was a goal during Sport's and Wellness, now this, man, i'm lovin life without expectations, seriously, try it. (:

Soon then, met up with L and yeah, hunn, just to let you know, i gave you what's the do's and don't's of my advices and steps, i hope you seek it carefully and the day was fabulous listening to you and able to see that real smile on your face. Alright, do not think about you know what too much okay? (: You deserve something better everyday, and you know what you need to do . . Till the next movie outing (: You take care and thanks for entertaining my nonsense and crap-ness and yeah, you're need to smile alot okay ? :)

I guess, i'm off to bed, i need to be at school for the NDP'09 selection meeting.

Goodnight earthlings :)
Why do I keep running from the truth? All i ever think is you.

F a y.

Out it goes.

SW module, i played soccer and scored a goal, a great accomplishment, SVE module, it was great having the group listen to me since i have undergo the module last year. In anyways, i'm too shagged to even type anything more, and yes, this days it been like school, school and more school, cause, i'm lovin it!

In anyways, Sakinah is in the same school as me! (:

Oh and to L, hunn, thanks for having to make a smile on my face yesterday's morning, greatly appreciated (:

F a y.

To L.

To L, you know, i still care about you even when you don't, i will make a smile to your face when you frown, i will be there for you when you dont need to tell me anything, cause, i know when you need it. I'll be your crying shoulder when there's no one there for you. I'll be a good friend for you, always. Promise me, you'll be there too. Cheer up alright :)

F a y.

There's more of it.

The second day of school is thankfully better than expected, i thought i'm gonna get abandoned like how i already was yesterday, but the first lesson, Logistic Management at the lab made me break the ice, and some even approach me. . now that's much more of a relive, i've talk to almost 3/4 of the class and i'm somewhat closer to the chinese clans, hahaha, i wonder why huh. Don't ask me either, Daphne was being very nice and so is Michelle. What really excite me is the IA, ours will be the YOG 2010, omg, isn't that like woah, awesome? Youth Olympic, we're the Logistic committee and not to mention about this year NDP 2009. Now this is something i'm looking forward to, school with lots of activities, unlike last year.

Right after school, we headed for Lunch, a first class outing i might say, and yeah, it was fun catching up and i don't feel awkward anymore, as for now, that is. (:

I need to do some revision on Business Industry essay, before that, a good nap will do good.

F a y.

New fresh air inhale.

The classmates are people whom i might explain as, parents thought them to never speak to strangers, not to mention, some are utterly rude to that extent of me entering the class, they shouted, "eh wrong class ar? " , "our class got enough people lahh..", hahaha, like they ever gonna stop me from entering your oh-so-owned class. I'm really thankful, the section head called me up and gave a chance and the elective modules are much harder i might say;

• Logistic & Supply Chain Management.
• Business Environment.
• Service Excellence.

The last one is the most interesting module since all the business courses will be in a lecture style room, that's one for sure, classes most of the people will skip, but fret not, Fir has changed for good, now he's gonna be in school punctually and attend all lesson consistently, heh :)


I'm somewhat very very excited on this new beginning of a new semester, i have many hotties in class, hahaha, that's something I'm looking forward to make friends with, i might say, thanks Daphne for lending your book to me. (:

F a y.

Alhamdulilah Syukur, the Head Section of the Integrated Logistic Management called me up and i'm starting my term tomorrow. Syukur .

I have to come to school later on, which, yeah, i can't wait to start school in fact. (:

Alhamdulilah, Amin.

F a y.

Go hu-ha huh?

In the so obvious mode of denial life has finally make its toll, the aftermath is much impact and hard to be seen, but the most obvious part is, having someone just had to be a knowing everything and ruined people's privacy like its a ever that bad that it make it look "I'm a Angel, You're the Devil". Typical isn't it? Revenge is sweet and bitch but having to make someone's life f-up up and down to that extent, hah, you sure do know what's stupid and dignity means right? Both of that do not have the same meaning and i bet you ain't that dumb to make me analyze that. Bonus point to think that it can last forever or even ever? Hahaha. Thank god, everything was just an act, cos even if that so oh-so-secret leaked, it was never truth..

Oh just to make it clear here, i ain't that typical fag whom checked out or fetish NUM sales persons nor do I hang out and some place just to check out those rainbow people, hah, is this life really gonna last everlasting? World is so gonna end soon, please repent.

F a y.

You people puke me hard.

Right at that point of time, i almost gave up on anything that really pisses me of on what you've done towards my independent behavior, seriously, fine, go ahead.

Store outing was alright i guess, besides having to clash back with the SM in the bus to Bugis with the KL partners, well, that's seems much coincidence. We then asked her along to Haji Lane was some late supper and dinner, it was just a few girls like Farhana, Ayuni, Fiqah and Alicia and myself and Afiq. It was hilarious cracking jokes on anything that became a topic of the group. We then surprise Farhana with a birthday cake, a belated one. (: I really had fun with them, oh, for the record, i will ditch Uniqlo for Starbucks. I love working as a Barista, and no Wing Tai, i'm not gonna start work on Friday, which is today, they literally asked that, i was reluctant and excited, but yet again, how can i leave Starbucks, its been a good enviroment, especially at KL. I guess the partners are simply the best i ever expected.

I've gotten my typhoid jab, and i dare say, just now, was a first entering the room of needles without any goosebumps whatsoever, i guess i've overcome Trypanophobia since lots of needles have been inserted to my body ever since. Hahaha. So now, i'm safe from any food contaminated, and i won't be like that rojak story.

I'm too tired with insufficient of sleep, see ya people later. Oh, i got a new phone, finally. (:

F a y.

Tagged.

Since Liyana tagged me at FB, i shall do this here then;



1. What color is your toothbrush?
Orange.

2. Name one person that made you smile today?
My niece , Erika.

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Moaning in dream, i swear. Hahaha. WTF, i know.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Check FB account.

5. What is your favorite candy?
Nerds.

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Uhmm, i want to. lol.

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Fuck ah.

8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
Cookie Dough.

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Ice Green Tea.

10. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
3 years ago, accompanied my late mother 4 days straight without sleeping, that was her few last days.

11. Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
Obviously, but people who knows mine, tend to leaked it out.

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Flesh Imp.

13. The last sporting event you watched?
American Football at Singapore American School.

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Caramel.

15. Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
Write on the wall you meant? My baby girl (:

16. Ever go camping?
Erm, yeah.

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
Yes, recently.

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
Hello? I'm Muslim.

19. Do you have a tan?
I'm dark already man.

20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
Yeah. Wanton mee!

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
No.

22. What did your last text message say?
I don't know man, got man u match today, if i go, i go ph ar.

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Store Meeting.

24. Where is your dad?
Home.

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
Window.

26. What color is your watch?
Black.

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Late Steve Erwin.

28. What is your birthstone?
I dont know sia.

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Eat in.

30. What is your favorite number?
232343469.

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Aaron.

32. Any plans today?
Cancel.

33. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Judgmental.

34. Last song listened to?
Shawty Get Loose.

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Nope

36. Do you have a maid service to clean your house?
I wish

37. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Vans Era.

38. Are you jealous of anyone?
Yes

39. Is anyone jealous of you?
Why should they?

40. Do you love anyone?
Yes, very much

41. Do any of your friends have children?
Nope.

42. What do you usually do during the day?
Online, Meet ups. Sleep.

43. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Somewhat, not.

44. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Maybe?

45. What color is your car?
Red. I wish.

46. Do you like cats?
Urgh. No.

47. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Six flags? I've been to two flags, the one at City Hall.

48. How did you get your worst scar?
Birth.

49. last cigarette?
Yesterday, wow, impressive.

50. last CD played?
Starbucks.

51. last BUBBLE bath?
Hahahaha. Guys don't do this okay.

52. last time you cried?
Just now. My late mum..

53. last meal?
Nasi Goreng.

54. have you ever dated someone twice?
I wish i did.

55. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
Erm, yeah, bad kisser.

56. have you ever fallen in love?
Duh! but right now, its complicated baby..

57. you ever lost someone?
Yeah.

58. have you ever slept until 1pm?:
Duh~

59. Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
NOPE! I'm only tend to get high.

60. list at least FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –
Shikin, Apen, Irah, Zuhairee and Aaron.

61. list THREE favorite colors/shades —
Black, Red, White.

62. Laughed until you cried:
I've beeen waiting for it to happen this year.

63. Went behind your parents back:
No need, i'm granted freedom.

64. When was the last time you kissed?
Yesterday, 6 am in the morning.

65. Gay Marriage?
*pretend not to see this*

66. Lowering the drinking age?
Erm, i'm 19 .

67. Who are the best huggers that you know?
*Ahem2.

68. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Crushyes, love no.

69. Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yesh.

70. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
DC Comics.

71. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
Hehehe.

72. How many kids do you want to have?
2

73. Do you want to change your name?
Yes, hahahah.

74. Last time you saw your father?
An hour ago.

75. What time did you wake up today?
2pm.

76. how old are you?
18+

77. What were you doing at midnight last night:
Online.

78. What is your favorite thing in your room?
I don't know.

79. Where is your best friend right now?
I have none.


F a y.

Right here, right now.

Tampines 1 is ergh, okay? From my opinion, going there with no intentions, is a waste of time, unless you got the money to splurge on anything, than that's when its fun, well, that my own way of saying it. Agree? No?

Huge dinner and bought a stupid useless drink at Starbucks, which i just took only three sips, plus its a venti size, i just do know where to waste my money on huh? Ass. Nothing much that happen, only bump into Ijan and Yasmeen when on the way home. If it happen that i might be shortlisted for Uniqlo, i really don't know, should i quit Starbucks? Location wise, its convenient but the cons are, i used to F&B that if i switch to retail, can i handle it? I just hope Dory and Apen gets it.

Alright, i guess, I'm sleeping early today, i need the energy for later. Spare the details. I won't even let it out either. So yeah.

I don't know about that, really, just please let nature do its work. And yes, I . . . too.

In memory of Hajah Alimah Bte Sued, my late mother;
(15th April 2006, 3 years)
Let's recite the Al-fatiha prayers...
...
.....
........
Amin.

F a y.

Sweet gestures and sweet moments.

Check out cooliris features, over millions of free videos to watch.
(don't ask about the turtle making out, i didn't watch that and there's no porn either)


Body is aching with four days work concurrently and after work basic workout at home. But they say, no pain, no gain. So right now, its just eyes on the price.


Yesterday, the transport from work had to transit to Cathay then to Pacific Plaza, none that i know off except my own ASM and partner, but i initiate a conversation with almost every other partner, that's something new in me, being friendly, well that's a natural routine of a barista, you need to be friendly right? It was out of a random topic, i make a long conversation with Bernice, a EP partner, which happen she knows Wannie and Haha too. She was shocked and surprise that i know them. Nevertheless, she is a nice person to talk to for a first time knowing her and all. This sounds abit reluctant and backfire, but, i think i prefer being in Kallang, and i have my own reasons, not that Parkway isn't good or anything, but yeah. Its the first KL store meeting for Farna and myself this Thursday, and prolly a first store outing too. That's something i'm kind of looking forward.

I've yet to explore the whole mall of T1, prolly later? We'll see about it.
Looking forward to tomorrow's night.

I didn't manage to wake up at eleven for my typhoid jap cos someone just had to popout from no where at my window at 6 am to pass me a breakfast meal, but anyways thanks yeah for those and everything, you know who you are alright. (:


F a y.

Is this real? Do you really love this person? Or is it a crush? Think about it. Give me time alright.

Sorry.

No matter what it is, i appreciate you as a friend, for now. Give me time about that.

F a y.

Don't ask, don't worry, don't mind, don't be too sure. But anyways, whatever.

Thanks Aaron for you know what. :)

F a y.

Go ahead. More of that please..

So those are the pictures that i can get for now, try spotting some difference in the last picture, stare at me, spot it yet? :) Good work, dumbbell.

Sometimes i realize, being concern is a crime in people and not minding to any personal issues is a good thing right? But yeah, in other circumstances, being judgemental upon what is seen also makes another point. What's wrong of what I've done that its just conclude those comments out there? Like I ever need that comment especially when sincerely all this time, I've been what you want me to be, this is what i get? No point, cos discreetly, from right now, i won't want to rant on anything or whatever. I seriously don't deserve this after what I've done.

Moving on, working with Farna and Afiq was great, another one next upcoming Friday, let's hope it'll be greater or somewhat much more fun? I guess so too.

All i need is _____, cause i can't runaway from what I'm really feeling, and yeah, this is what I'm feeling towards ____.

F a y.

Zoo was alright and tiring cos i didn't had enough sleep. Tampines One is super pack with *fill in the blank* people that even because of too many people amaze with the cliche brand of Topman, that causes my KL partner, Farhana to lost her phone, yes, its her second time, i totally know how she feels. Poor her, it must be some stupid snatch robbery case or simply she drop it, but to the person who took it, well, lucks to you if you eat any rojak in future times. (: See bangs, i'm sweet kan? I care for you okay. (:

Tomorrow had to work because SM called me up and ask whether could i work or not, so i did cause finally its a shift with Farhana, like been waiting for it since last week. I can't wait for May pay cause it much much more that i want and.........


I found so many outlet selling the bomber/leather jacket that i really want it; which shall it be? - Zara, Flesh Imp, Fourskin, Springfield, Ben Sherman, its cheaper that i thought it will be. (:

I'm as egoistic and materialistic as it is, bare it or leave it.

F a y.

What?

Perfect. About an hours time, i need to get ready and off to the zoo, but here i am, just got home at about close to 4 am from work, i wonder, whether there's still energy left for later. Bummer.

F a y.

Get buttered!

Butter Factory was awesome, since we got into V.I.P list somewhat. And my cover charge was waived, that's the main point. Besides anything else, I couldn't believe what i did in the club, to the point of actually getting wasted and super high, i make myself look terribly stupid and dumb. Apen told me that i dance like some lunatic freako and i remembered couple of times getting help by people to bring me up when i actually kept falling down at the dance floor. Yeah, wasted pretty badly huh?

But the hangover feeling is really great i might say, my thoughts suddenly run wild and yeah, i'm sober now, i guess? Hahaha. That cute person who kept dancing against my back and smile at me couple of times, hahaha, man, you're hot!

I feel like vomitting, but i can't. -_-''

F a y.

Its hard to be in love huh? Oh well, it takes time i guess.

AND NOW I'M GONNA TELL THE TRUTH
WHEN IT COMES TO YOU MY LADY
YES IT'S A MIRACLE
IN YOU I FOUND A CONSCIOUS, BABY
I, HAD A PLAN ON LEAVING
YOU, CAME AND GAVE A REASON
AND NOW I KNOW THE REASON WHY...

Truth is, i'm in love with you. But sometimes people say, if you love someone , its about seeing the person happy. . i guess so too.

F a y.

Oheyeaaaa...

Here's something really surprise me, i thought i had bad eyesight whatsoever, but somewhat, i can sees difference in the degree I'm supposedly to be using now, but just now, i though of getting lens for this poor farsightedness i had, but the optician told me that i have close to zero degree in both eyes, its just that astigmatism is the reason. Woah, so that's means, i have almost perfect eyesight.

So the sister in law accompanied me to Tampines for some shopping, thinking that the new mall is already open, but shucks, nah. Just finally bought a new fragrance, Davidoff. And a new dumbbell set. I don't know whether tomorrow Butter Factory is confirm, cos yeah, yours truly bought a new tee just for it, excited much? no?

Well, that's all folks.

F a y.

Finally.

I saw a Topman sales coordinator used that on top and i know now Topman do not have the bomber jackets on sale. Ohhh man! I want it badly doh. Anyone knows where or somewhat similar to it? Please tell me? :|

Man, now i need to search the whole town just to get that. But yeah, it should be worth it. I need to get a jeans too from Ang Siang Hill. Just check out the collection of Nudie Jeans man! I'm spoilt for choices! Too many things to do for the next upcoming off days.

Oh one of my friend mention that, Starbucks Kallang has the most good looking guys as a barista. True or not? I leave it for you to decide, for me, i'm not one of them, prolly just in the category of cute? :P

F a y.

Anti Depression.

I'm getting overdose on drugs nowadays. Especially on anti depression pills and vitamins. That it makes me now super addicted to it. Am I this way? You figure it out.

Anyways, today i've decided to ditch the long routine for a another long routine by just taking bus service 12 to work. Omg, i'm so going to be suffer inside that bus journey. Oh shucks! I forgot to wash my apron, damn. Oh wells, I can't wait for midnight today, cos that's when the cash kicks in to my account. (:

Wednesday, its been such a long time, here's the time i've been waiting. :)

Lemme get get get that chick! Haha. *smiles widely*

F a y.

Oasis = Slamming.

Spend the day today watching season 9 and 10 of Simpsons and Family guy and this is kind of shocking, and a Hindustan movie, Love 2050. I couldn't believe it. Hahaha. Anyways, i did some quizzes at FB and here are some, i totally like the result of the first quiz i did :D

• 
  

  Syed completed the quiz "How Singaporean are you?" with the result Foreigners!.

  Maybe it's a good sign, maybe it is not. But Singapore is definately not a place for you..

I'll be dead for sure tomorrow, Oasis is coming tomorrow! No, i'm not excite on that, its just that slamming be for sure at Starbucks KL :(

Ohh, happy birthday Farhana. (: Baru nak legal ? :P Best wishes and have a good birthday.

F a y.

Random ondom udom!

Hahaha, wow! You just deleted me from FB, wee~ i'm so affected by it that later i'm gonna slit my wrist with penknife and cry the whole night about you not wanting to be my friend anymore. Wah, i'm so affected(!!!) God, please, grow up. I don't give a damn alright. I'm done with this childish mind gaming thingy.

On the same random note; check out who i'm in a relationship now at FB :D

Suspense kill, check it out yourself :P hoho. Oh, Mark Bonafide is awesome don't ya think so?

Man, i need a leather jacket badly(!!)

F a y.

This is for you, my true friend (:

Shikin, Kin, whatever you know her as, well, basically its the same girl we referring to. I remembered the first time knowing her was back at 2007, my 17th birthday, having her in my live account didn't to much, but suddenly one day i came chatting with her unintentionally regarding her attendance to my party. From there onwards, nevertheless, we've been close, and now, closer than ever i could ever expect.

During those high school times, we are never that close, cos of the different class we're in. But each time during recess, the most anticipated time for all student like us, we take turns to buy food and sneaked it to the study area like some drug dealers trying to hide from the officials, hahaha, boy that was the times. Even during those days, we both encounter times hard like its either misunderstanding or just that during that time, my juvenile mindset just make a understatement that i may offend or irritate her in one way or another, but that does not stop me from ending the friendship. Even after graduated, we still contacted, to be honest, she's the only one that i contact much more than anyone else, that we tried to do the entrance test at NAFA together, but isn't it obvious? - the talented one is in, that's her, I'm much happier for her, since its her dream school since high school. We've through thick and thin together, from those snobbish friendship matters to people who just changed for god knows why and all those bullshit teens would face with their friends. But what makes her so special is that, she's been there, its not the time i have to be with her, we don't usually go out most of the time or like how best friend do, like i do not believe in that word " best friend " anymore, she's been a good close true friend i had- always will, always been. What else to i need to say? She' s the only true friend that i count on today, tomorrow , any day in the near future. To soon to speak? Well, we might face hardship in times to come, but i hope you, Shikin, know that i truly appreciate you ever since we're close in high school and up to now and i never want to see us being separated.

I wish i could make you my childhood true friend when i'm 35 or even 50, insyallah.

As for now, i might not know all your problems, but rest assure, whatever i know now, stays with me and i'll promise i'll be there for you when you need me or even not, you know, i'm always a phone call away and a few bus stops away. I'll be here for you always (: ily my friend ..

Yours truly,
F a y (w.o you, this name wouldn't exisit)
:)

Lovers in Japan.

I'm off to meet two pigs in town and have my Mcdeez's snack wrap and apple pie. (:

My stomach has been growling from 7pm, finally its time.

F a y.

Feelings and Frejuling.

The store was fabulous, the air condition was blasting unyielding that it was i guess, 19 degress? Its Kallang, it has a indoor ice skating rink and the people there are wayyyyyy better than PW, the customers i meant. 70% are non-Singaporean, which directly i meant, they are Caucasian people, hahaha, so the accent that i have will be a good use without having a strange grind from people who think i'm trying to slang, hah!

For the record, its the first time i'm getting lost at Kallang. Now i know what time to gauge myself to leave the house before i get half and hour late again. -_-'' yeah, tell me about it.

Honestly, I'm feeling deep pressurize upon the result but i do not want to think about it. I think i shall divert my anger and disappointment to drinking later.

Oh did i said drinking? What i meant was, a drink at Starbucks Kallang :P

F a y.

Verve Wrecking.

I do not know what to expect, first actual shift at KL and i'm pretty much having different types of sickness of nervous breakdown. New store, new rules, new environment, new partners, new MOD and new way of doing work, minus the barista work of course. Are they going to accept me as how PW did? I really already much scared now.

Got to go, oh and a new way to get to store now, travel to Bedok Interchange and then take service bus 16 to KL, now that's gonna take alot in topping up my ez-link very much often.

Okae, bye.

F a y.

Ao-Some.

If ever i can pull off a birthday like that, woah, sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

I feel like partying tonight, hah! Butt Fact next week yo!
Kill to dress baby, kill to dress! Party shoes on!

F a y.

GG Qoutes.

"Mistakes. We all make'em. They usually start in good intention. Or getting distance to someone you've become. Sometimes we don't know what mistakes we made to get where we are. Or we figure it out just in time to make it right again. But every mistake happens for a reason, to teach you a lesson you never learn otherwise. And hopefully you never make that mistakes ever again. . "

-GG, S2E20

F a y.

Fool the fools for April and the Fool.

Hey people, i've got a confession to make, i can't be in denial anymore. I'm in love with someone and i can't stand it anymore. The eyes that's so intense, like there's sparks only us can see it. The smile that i will die to see it even it takes me to travel to Jurong. The sharp jawline, whenever it move, god, i feel like kissing the cheek. The voice, heavenly sweet earth angel. .
Here's the big news, i'm in love with a guy. Yes, a GUY. I'm gay. So? I love him(!!)

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Oh well, moving on from that confession, here's another, babes and dudes to whoever read this,

You've
just
got
PRANK!

Omg, haha, lol. Its april fools you fools, lol. Okay, here's a truth, i'm not in love with a guy alright! Minus the sharp jawline paragraph, all that is true, but its a girl. Hahaha, i can't wait to know her further. Anyway, internet was down yesterday and i was like a fish in a tank without oxygen, i can't survived a day without seeing "connection established" from the Starhub modem. :D

I need to stop whining nonsesne now, i swear i'm very meticulous on how my post looks like. I hate reading my post with short forms and spelling errors and how the sentence structure is like. Freak much? No?

Bye fools. Happy pranking. Till now, i got 8 successful april fools prank and one attempted but Apen gotta spoilt it prank. Asshole much? Yes you are baby. Hehe. I love you (:

F a y.