Specially dedicated to Irah.

Okay, i'm gonna have a habit to reply tag(s) that's been piling up waiting to be replied. Heh :p
Sorry yeah, promise or maybe i will try the best to reply tags to posts. Alright Irah? :D

F a y.

3rd post of the mundane day.

Tomorrow's the last day of SB-PW before I'm a pledged part time in SB-KL, where rumors and fact proven, celebrity like Jason Mraz ordered a grande latte and Fall Out Boys came in store to order a green tea frappucino. . wow, that should be something i want to look forward huh? please, if there's someone i really wish to look at me in that uniform, it will be just N. fyi, its not a celebrity okay.

ohmygee, i pretty much hope N comes tomorrow and i can say bye at you. Prolly the last bye i ever gonna initiate. but maybe? we're gonna clash meeting at town one day like how you actually smile at me in the middle crowded streets of Orchard Road and was i blown away by that :D but maybe i should just pretend and not expect anything cos yeah, when you expect and when it doesn't happen, disappointment kicks in, when that make a toll, things get messy, maybe its best you leave me alone.

Hmm, i wondered around in blogger sites and i came across a page with daily rants and updates with boy, a fabulous, supercalifragilisticexpialidocious grammars and vocabulary use. We get it already you have a good English background or whatever or maybe you simply change the word using the thesaurus? no? Heh ;D

Alright, room needs a re-do, i swear my post is slowly getting into oh-my-life-is-good style of blogging when i've got nothing to do for this week but my iTunes has been the greatest partner all long.. Bare with me yeah, but who read this junk anyway. Lalalala.

F a y.

Ulysees and Lysses.

Lazing around at my comfy computer table chair with my comfy woofy boaster, watching tv shows online... *screams* .

The reason i had a break on watching PB for like one and a half year was mainly because, its too complex and too many twist and turns needed to be solved which make me realize, PB is too much on the mafia side of the storyline and furthermore, it became unavailable online somewhat. But, PB is getting complexer as ever , that didn't stop me now, cos, its getting much more intense and i love intense feeling while watching anything in particular..

Back with PB, oh, what's PB? I guess this will give you a bigger clue: Michael ScoFIR. :P

F a y.

Shoot the band and out goes the bullet.

My inner dynamism sure do knows what day is important when the brain tells them what's on and not huh? Human body creation of god, how much fascinating can it be further? Speaking of which, i had to wake myself up at eight AlreadyMorning to Alexandra Hospital for a medical appointment, today was Cardiology. Oh boy, and i only thought ultrasounds are only for the pregnant people to see the inner shape of a fetus. . and i was wrong. It was super cool yet scary to see the shape of my heart and the vessels in 3D images and hearing my bloody vessels flowing through in and out of my heart. This is effective for people who has smoking history, you can see how slow the heart and lungs navigate through one another. The air vessels and blood circulation is slower than a normal heart with no smoking history. The doctor could knew even without me saying anything. But, the doctor was quite amaze to see that my air vessels in my heart was abnormal, in the good way. Cos its slighted inwards and that make more air to be dispense in the lungs and more blood vessels with be travelling throughout the heart. The most shocking thing i saw at the screen was the stomach and intestine vessels travelling very fast, when i stop breathing, the vessels slowly move inwards my heart and when i breathe in, the vessels are a replica of Japan's bullet train. Like i said, human body, a wonders of creations.

Just a brief idea how it looks like in the screen;

Obviously the real one looks like a bit of darker in colour and you get my drift right? If you ever accompanied your mum or see a tv show of a ultrasound.. that's how it looks like.

I'm amazed? I'm beyond amazed, i'm dumbfounded.

Ever thought how newspaper will look like in the near future? In support of Earth day, well, people who do have big moolah shall get this in their homes pretty soon, its called Kindle.





Not only its a newspaper in a gadget but its also at story book . . over a million over titles available at Amazon, and every day news delivered to your finger tip in a click of a button, now tell me, who needs to a newspaper boy throwing newspaper and the doorstep and new stands will soon be extinct. Technology and its influenced, very very classic indeed.

Wow, i didn't know i could write that much on a science fact on a human body, alright, truth is, i'm in love with human body, i wish i took biology during high school, but yeah, right now, i'm doing my own biology, no, not cutting frogs and see what's inside, just on the TV and National Geographic and Discovery Channel has everything a book chapter 1-14 has. (:

My fashion Artisnista: 3OH3!
Google/Yahoo/Live/Amazon/Wikipedia them(!!)

F a y.

Nonsense.

Honestly, its pretty much enduring each of your nonsense is enough. Look at it on the bigger picture, each of you can have money for every essential unimportant things like cigarette and maybe stuffs like whatever branded clothing you can think of, or maybe get things for your gf/bf whatever that beyond your allowance, and not have money for a go to dutch birthday surprise? I do not want to make this a big issue, don't put people who work and not in this situation, its not as if i receive my pay every week right? And if you want to say you not that privileged as i am or whatever, please, plans has been lay out since last two weeks, don't tell me the initiative of saving up isn't there? Dumb much? No? Guess so too.

This shows how much a friendship stands. Its not about the birthday thing or whatever you want to analyze at your mindset, but, seriously , give a minute and think, don't you all respect someone who plan this so hard and you simply can say no to it? Seriously, fuck yourself.

We're not important. I'm saying this on behalf on the three person who's affected by it.
I'm so sorry Syahirah, if plan didn't work out. And Killa, i feel you.

F a y.

Keep it alive,

Happy 18th birthday Fifi, her birthday was like simple yet nice to celebrate her big legal age with beloved family and friends. She do has a vocal talent, i swear, she's the most talented singer that i know as friend that might or shall be a big star one fine day. . all the best girl. (:

Did i mention ever before? I love Backstreet Boys? I'm their number one big fan! * screams *

Ditching work was fun, seriously, hahaha, shall do it like less before my job is gone. Hoho.
What a boring and mundane post. No? F**k you.

To my closest buddy that never fails to be there, i can't really know what question is right and wrong, and i know asking you anything further might be the worst thing i can do now. As a very good buddy to you, I'm always here for you to cry or anything at all. You cheer up alright.

F a y.

Chapter 5: What on and nots.

There's enough ranting about my life whatsoever, its time to sing a glee melody of life. Uh huh, its time to see that everyday is a new day and not regretting about the past. Speak to soon? No? Whatever.

The session with Ala and Shera was much entertaining that expected, well, nothing changed, only we talk about who have change, isn't it obvious? Anyhoo, none of my business, isn't my life to worry about.

Yesterday, i might desribe it as, breaking out from the ice. I felt fun for the first time being with a new crowd. Cos well, maybe being myself was the principle. Oh, and Afann and Ziella is the most funniest people i come across to, thanks Kin for today. I didn't expect that i'm going to have a outing with her all the way to Sunday. (:

Here's the session pictures;













My creation :D

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Random.

I'm joining the photography club at school, and the only way to do that is owning a DSLR(part of the basic regulations). So, hah, here comes my pay day invested on this gadget. :D

Hahaha, i miss this address 3 Sentosa Gateway or maybeeeeeeeeeee;

Block 3C The Cannery..  :P

(maybe i'm gonna describe this places this way now)

F a y.

Hu ha, bring out the toll.

That message tone took several hours after the status of sent message is displayed at my phone. It may not be that big thing i'm expecting, but the content of the message shows deeply inside you, minus the ego, you still care . . and its all that matters. Praying yesterday dawn time was really helpful, i know god is always there for me even when I'm alone. . 

Quoted from the movie, " when's there love, there's loneliness. . "

Hypothetically its true, i know maybe someday or some way, we going to be closer than ever, and i thankful you stil do care for me. . 

I'm totally bashed by who you are now, kudos to you. I guess your dreams and hopeful future has finally make a toll. Maybe i should start drinking too, haha, fuck those people who think they know me, so what if you are religiously knowledgeable, stop thinking you're god. 

Ironic enough my post, well, trying to show a message here. Figure it out. 

F a y.

Honest truth.

Seriously whatever i have to write at this point in time doesn't need any judgmental comments at all from any of you readers, at this moment, i'd just cried bucket watching a movie(the love of siam) that totally relate to me. . And seriously, that movie shows true friendship bonds pretty well and somewhat not able to have a good ending . yeah, it totally happen between me and my best friend, Mahdi.

I remembered knowing him at April 5th last year, we have no idea whatsoever we are going to be that close. Who would expect right? But yeah we did. What really amaze me when he actually said, i'm his only best friend he would ever have. That journey being his best friend was amazing, honest truth that concern he gave to me was more than anything i can ask for that time and even now. Call me gay whatsoever, i don't care, he was really nice and have everything i could ever need from a best friend, like him. There was once, he wanted to come over and slack at my crib, he brought this chocolate over, and i ask, why didn't he eat it, cos its already melting, he told me this, " i brought it cos i wanna share it with you.. " . I know it wouldn't be a big deal to you or anything, but it does to me. And it was the sweetest thing someone ever done to me. And there was once he was Indonesia, he actually called me up just to ask how am i doing and told me this, " you take care bro, i'll be back soon, i actually miss you that i kept calling my cousin Fir.."

To this day, i still deeply do misses him and all, looking at everything really make me cried buckets. . Until this day, i still have everything that make my journey being his one and only best friend a very memorable one. I being honest now, i'm not being sexually confuse nor am i trying to(read:NOT), but seriously, i really love him as a friend, best friend and a brother more than anything. .

and i can't move on from the last good luck and good bye you gave to me. .

Seriously, i miss you Mahdi. . too much. .

Hoping you response to my message. . please?

F a y.

Chapter 4: Such a loser.

Hahahaha, boy, boy, haven't you learnt you lesson? Its super contradicting you hate me for being with her but you added me in FB, what's you agenda huh? Seriously, you look dumb than i guess you already are. . No need to make me jealous, you both are a good baboon couple. 

Oga and shrek .. awwww.. isn't that sweet? :P

Try harder okay handsome. . (:

Please, don't try, cos, wherever you are now, i'm ten times faster than you . . such a loser..please.

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Shorty from left to right.

Its me on my own wallpaper, no? Hahaha. Yeah, it is, come on, gimme a break will ya? :p

Tommorrow, Ala and Shera catch up session, Friday, Shikin's gig, Saturday, after work session with baby girl,  Sunday, cycling with Kin and Monday with Gila-ians crew to ECP. (: 

F a y.

The same bygones story.

Session with Ala and Shera tomorrow will be great, i can sense it already. All thanks to Ala for initiating the conversation with me online, if not, this wouldn't happen. . 

Like finally, that long nerve wrecking morning wake up call noises are gone for good, for god damn good! My elevator at every floor of my estates are complete. (: This lazy bones are at way advantage now. 

I have more updates on Twitter soon, catch me on that site if you don't see me updating anything in here. Tweet tweet. Oh and i was thinking to make a long composition about my life story, should I? Hmmm . .

F a y.

Chapter 4: The terror of boredom.

Literally rotting at home is a normal sick routine. Besides watching purchased HD movie from my bro's Apple TV, X-Box 360-ing and online in Live, there's nothing else needed to be done. Thank god there's something call online tv-shows, right now, i'm hooked with The Secret Life of The American Teenager. 

My overview of the show;

Centered around teen Amy Juergens, The Secret Life of the American Teenager explores how Amy's pregnancy affects her, her friends, and her family. The news of her pregnancy puts additional strain on her parents' already rocky marriage, but actually brings Amy closer with her younger sister Ashley, her new boyfriend, Ben, the father of her baby Ricky, as well as with other teens at the fictional Ulysses S. Grant High School in California. The decision on whether or not to keep the baby ultimately brings Ricky (the father) closer with Amy.

A harsh fact reality not only happening in the states, but this is also a fact in the society itself. 

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Chapter 3: Bitter and Sweet.

Bon voyage, no, you're still in my blog site, don't worry. . I just ended my last night shift at SB-PW. It will be his final trash run, arranging the table and chairs and enduring the pungent smell at the trash lobby. . but all that bring good memories, its the one and only time he able to explore PW in the most unglamourous but yet peaceful way. . 

Oh and yeah, another girl is already one more year older than she is already, Happy 20th birthday Valerie (: I don't think i able to make it for your party at Zirca. Hahaha, decided to quit clubbing huh Fir? Yeah right. Its too early to say, but about her party, i don't think i can make it, one is i'm somewhat broke right now? lol :P

Unfortunately yesterday, that ice triple tall no whipped mocha person isn't having the drink at PW, how sad can that be huh? I'm hoping this Saturday, my official last shift at PW. It will definitely be a bitter sweet memories although some shift is a hell of chaotic anger management in process but indefinitely manage to get through everything and its been about 5 months since barista is a status of my employment record, kudios to yourself Fir. . (:

F a y.

Bring it the old and torch up the future.

Its a very classic act to make your tlw jealous of you. . very very classy. 

In my world, everything old can be new again. . you start your fire, i start my torch . .

In this epidural times, you never know what's gonna come haunting you, well, I'm not afraid, at all.

Bring it on baby, let just say, making out in the art room was one, that make us equal ain't it? 

Desperate much huh? You were.

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Chapter 2: The piece don't fit anymore.

Hope you're doing good in Indonesia, i miss you . . badly. 

Silently, i know one day you know that i still do care for you. . Indonesian songs was playing back in my iTunes and the thought of you is the only thing making me misses you even more. I feel like just calling you .. I want to, but i know, it will never be the same. . 

Every night, i look upon our picture and smile and chant some prayer to god for you. . glad you're happier now. . good luck, Mahdi . .

It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

On the same random note, i somewhat miss this particular person who used to go fishing late at night, but yeah, it doesn't matter now. The pieces doesn't fit anymore, blame me, for being too chaotic on assuming. But yeah, anyway, deeply, i really do misses you, my fishing partner. . ):

I know you won't even read this, but all the best for your amazing interns in anyways. 

F a y.

Sequel 3: Chapter 1 - The ending to the beginning.

What shall i update about? Nothing in particular, besides knowing that Muz is Mimi's cousin and Amirah, Muz's sister, knows everyone at SB-PP and Muz knows the 2006 GV batch. . Big big surprise in a small small world. I had fun at Austin Heights, literally. The house is super big and oh boy like a millionaire mansion, not to mention how much i ate there. A big thank you to you, Mimi was asking me along, of all the people you could ask, you pick me, how appreciative am i towards you is beyond any words, thanks again. 

I have nothing in mind for now, just living life as it is. . . 

Marion St. Claire: Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along. 

F a y.

Yesterday at work i saw a full semi arc rainbow, its was a full rainbow, its heavenly beautiful and god's creation is amazing, i swear. Last two shifts at Parkway before Kallang becomes my permanent store. . 

Anyhoos, not much update for today, just today till tomorrow, Austin Heights Bunglow with Mimi and before i go;

Happy 19th Birthday dearest Syahirah Bte Jalil, may god blessed you always, keep those chin up high alright. . Please don't be think lowly of yourself, i believe you can. Have a great birthday tomorrow alright. . hahaha, soon, i'll be your brother's best friend can? LOL :P Smile always pretty face (:

Directly off topic, i'm using my dad's AMEX to get a  Nudie jeans & Alexander Yamaguchi hoody online (: (: (: obviously i have to pay back in Singapore dollar. :(

F a y.

Yesterday's five hour work was kind of like wonderfully good feeling i might say, cos probably this is the only time ever on my shift being kind of hyperactive with the other partners in store. . Since someone just had to keep picking on how my voice is low, so i managed to speak out from that timid voice during working time to a most loudest person in store yesterday, tell me about it, am i being a bitchass or am I not? Hell yeah, i am(!!)

The day was very very typical, cos i hate wearing that black shoe (work regulations) and i look tediously dumb in that dress code whatsoever. . if only Starbucks let the partner express themselves, hahaha, i'll be the most needing the Panadols, cos i will have a big time thinking what to wear to work. Anyhoos, i was randomly looking at the oncoming crowd heading towards Parkway Parade, when i saw someone. .  trying to maintain my heartbeat going gah-gah, i pretend to talk to my partner, when suddenly, my partner said, "Hello, good evening, welcome to Starbucks. . " .. I know that moment in time, that someone i saw will be my customer, i turned and gave the widest smile ever, and that someone was about to order and i said, " Hmm, Ice Triple Tall no whipped Moccha? " and that person gave the cutest smile i can ever ask for. Totally melted my heart hardcore, that someone giggle together with me and i make a conversation to spark of the awkwardness ..  Surprisingly, that someone replied me and make another conversation with me when actually i have already stop after 3 minutes of casual talking. 

Hahahaha, this are the dialouge;

 "Its been a while since i saw you man. . " - Me

" Hahaha, *look at me, smile* well . .  school .. *laugh*" - That someone.

" Rightttt... So where you're schooling eh? " - Me.

" Erm , Victoria Junior College.. "- That someone.

" Woah, smart ____ huh? Hahaha. " - Me.

" Nah, hahahah, not that i guess, *look at me and smile* - That someone. 

Omg, you're totally make my day yesterday, i swear, please come again soon before my SB-PP closes down. You are super cute i swear. . arghhhhh!

F a y.

Ice triple tall no whipped mocha ___ (: 

Here's a report on Johor Bahru trip;

It was superly amazing to have great people on the trip, one just had to leave early cos of being so not jiwa with us, hahaha, kidding Min :p, anyways, it was a hell exploring trip. Venture from our own un-knowledge about anything in Johor Bahru, we took the Taxi that's so not cool. It estimate the price instead of using the meter and the freaking no bustop bus, we just wave for the bus to like stop in the middle of nowhere, it stop directly in front of Singgah Selalu. We had to like run to catch it. Its hillarious i swear. So yeah, it was City Square first before anything else. Since the new oh-so-amazing immigration place at JB, the Sultan Iskanadar thingy, hahaha, we then had our brunch at some food place opposite the mall, the traffic light green man timing is 80 seconds, how cool is that? Hahahah.

We then decided to go to Jusco, Tebrau City taking a cab, it cost like RM30 , like okay, shit hell.

I had to be a victim of talking to the taxi driver, it so freaking hot inside the cab, like, it defeat the purpose of having a air condition install inside the cab, no use. Argh. Once reached, we were so traumatic for a second cos we took separate cab from Min, Kel and Ain. We walk around the mall to find them and god, it was like a hell lot of relieve to see them at the entrance of the other end of the mall. Come on man, its like we can't even contact each other, seeing them is like a relieve, although the walky talkie didn't do its job, yes we got ourself a walky talkie. Then after much shopping and stuffs, we headed to Danga Bay by cab, now, its RM42.60. Like knncb, its so expensive i swear. 

But, it was super rewarding cos, Danga Bay is so beautiful and god, *speechless* . . 

We had some laughing session there, and the Malaysian look at us like we owe the place, hahaha. 

It was like better than Esplanade and so much relaxing place to be. We then had our dinner and sheesha at Singgah Selalu restaurant where thats make me thinking, Singapore Sheesha sucks to the core, the Sheesha there is like o-m-gaud! Power to the max! Its a addicitive. And literally I can taste the Watermelon, Orange and Peach. Super, like arghhhhh! 

Ended our day like close to ten plus and reached home sweet home at close to midnight. 

Enjoy the pictures;

Here's the Live N Loaded pictures;

Yes, yes, he's so much hotter in real life, haha, come on, its the fact, not gay or anything.

If god's willing, tomorrow cycling with the clan , yet again. :D

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Live N Loaded was freaking awesome, the camera, the lights, the performance, the aura of being on live television, nothing is more awesome that this right? A freshmen on being on a live recording studio set, come on, gimme a break. I'm so in for the last two episodes, minus the moshers, i've been in the limelight of the camera more for sure. Thanks Azri and your friend, was great being a "big" brother taking care of you. . Hope to hang out with you soon bro (:

JB was wow-ness better than expected, spare the details longer once i get ALL the pictures, oh, and i love Danga Bay, its so peaceful and better than esplanade, the sunset and everything, obviously minus those Malaysian's eyes staring on each of us, like we are some alien creatures with four eyes or something . . okay shucks, i'd better stfu before i spare more details on the trip. . 

I enjoyed every second with Ain, Killa, Apiz, Kel and Min..  if only you were there Irah. .  it will be double the fun. . but anyways, there's always next time, and that next time is already planned, June, Malaka cum KL, Kel will be driving us there, finally, omg, someone can drive us there, hopefully Apiz will pass his TP this coming May doh, all the best guys, may at least one of you pass the TP test please :p 

Oh by the way, thank god i didn't get any gadget whatsoever, cos . . *drum rolls* 

iPhone 3G 16 GB is on my way baby .... 2 more weeks till that gadget is on my hand. . and boy, thanks to my big brother, he got it for me online and a more cheaper price, its still in a sealed packaging and 1 year warranty from Apple. (: (:

Anyone wants a Apple iPod Touch 8GB? 

Retail price : S$388/-

 I'm selling it at just S$250/- 

Everything is first hand. . (: Please drop a tag if you're interested, please spread this around. (:

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The episode of The Age of Dissonance was much interesting. . 

I'm having a hard time on what to wear for Live N Loaded, urgh!! 

I love my life, bitchness, ignorance, backstabbers, people come and go, it couldn't get any better.  . 

P/S: It makes me so much stronger and being ten times an asshole than you are. :P 

Hate me more haters, make me famous, soon, you will hear my name being the most egocentric, self-absored, self-centred person you will have a hard time on. . 

don't blame me, you make me this way . .

F  a y.

Just a note to whoever this post may affect you with; i was never a perfect was I? And I'm down with this stupid snobbish mindset that yet to be grown right? Look at it on the neutral mode, if I'm like this still, why is there some people are still tolerable with me, cos they know, I'm changing slowly and not so oh-so-auto-pilot mode like what you are now. . Indefinitely the facts about girls are matured then boys are true, so can't you relate to it . Truth is, I myself was surprised on how you have to react just cos of of my so perfect plan kept postponing, but, yeah, is that disappointment necessary needed? I was being a friend in a sincere note, nothing much expected, well at least the 3 letter word most people would use, but yeah, facts are out, and I'm not that, so be it that mindset i have that time towards you and hearing that i wasn't that at all, come on, its like being fooled fours times for crying wolves to the village. But it all come to one point, you have make your point so do I here, I never make any update to your site anymore ever since that day and only today maybe my snobbish yet again mindset thinks its indirectly upon me, but whatever, even if its not, I'm officially can't be bothered anymore, those memories was just a lalaland story, cos yeah, i was never a good friend to you. . goodbye, good luck with your future, your most wise and maturate future. . 

F a y.

Today was much of more into impromptu activities then its actually planned, instead of initially cycling (cancelled due to oh-so-nice weather) and bowling (long long long waiting list) and finally it was just a movie outing with Mimi . Dragonball Evolution was the blockbuster we paid for. And boy for Qiqi superly hot like hell(!!) She's so much hotter than Venessa Hudgens, wait, V has never been hot, hahaha, bring out the new hottie baby . . 

Jamie Chung. . .

Anyways, haha, i just love my shoe so much . . 

(flat hair day, hah!)

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Chapter 12.5: Diverting;

I'm quite electrify with the concept store at the hippest lane ever, Haji Lane, contradicting doh, the word Haji is at this kind of lane, heh :P Anyway, this boutique sells a wide rage of anything a stylish guy could think of, shoes, apparel clothings, tees from MHI, P.A.M, Cutler and Gross , the list goes on, and it can only be found at this store and no where else. The price? erm . . one may have to chew over a month long of eating Maggi instants noodle. But yeah, it has some affordable things doh. Next pay day, erm, i'm getting the Trainerspotter summer collection tees :D

Wondering how does the boutique look like? Here's some pictures;

working there will be a dream come true doh, but obviously being à la mode, chic, dashing, mod, modish, posh, smart, swank, swanky, trig into fashion is a must, and i'm just a novice . .

Spot my shoe! *pointing*

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Chapter 12: Assholes.

Seriously, the routine or actions of "let's not be friends" is getting too cliche, if you don't want to be my friend, seriously, just leave. I don't see the point of you having a hidden motive to somewhat back stabbed me one day this world is full of vicious and vile innocent looking assholes who love to make your life a hard periodicity. 

Its a sign from above, this is a tit for tat for me for whatever wrong doings I've done. Urgh, like i ever did something so bad. Just screw everything right now fuck!

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Chapter 12: The ending is near.

Seriously, i'm never good enough for all of you right? There's always a mistake you hate about me. . . . and for now, S is getting better with K and everything seems like to be in places where it should me.. Congrats to you, S _ _ _ _ _ . .

I'm just a asshole. I'm having the worst time of my in history of 18 years of living.

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Chapter 11: The afternoon daez.

Just took a sip from Perrier with a bottle design of Agnes B, it taste like some million dollar water huh? lol, no it doesn't alright. Hahahah, it taste like new water with sprite gasses inside it. The bottle design is really exquisite. . a collectible thing i might say.

Any who's, i went to altered my Topman jeans since its kind of a big at the bottom and everything when this happens:

Aunty: " you design student ah .. study where ah? " *i look at hazziq*

Me: " ah. . why ah? look like design student meh? " 

Aunty: " no la, your hand got the thing always design student wear one. . my nephew at the poly at temasek ah taking fashion don't know what ah.. he also where this one *point at my accesories on my hand*

Me: " *laugh with Hazziq* oh, haha, yeah, i'm not at TP ah, my friend *point at hazziq* is taking design but not fashion.. " 

Aunty: " then you what? la salle ah? " 

That point in time i was really piss with too much question asked, and i changed the topic to how she should altered my jeans. Hahahaha, flattery much? Someone thinks i'm a design student. Hahahaha. She even mention this, " eh nice hair, you should keep it ah, hair long long not nice.."

Its was super ironic that actually i'm accompanying Hazziq to cut his hair and she mention about my hair, Hazziq was kind of pissed cos indirectly she trying to tell him that his hair sucks . . lol.

Did a personality test and this are the results;

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Chapter 11: The Bitch-ness.

Hahahaha, how embarrassing is that? Those misconstrue system words of communication was terribly written, can't blame either, you look abit lowbrow and unlettered, hahaha, 

" i when to my house too eat for luch. . " trying to act smart in knowing it all when you could barely construct a simple primary school grammar sentence . . typical people like you are better off speaking singlish :D . Disclaimer: my (mohd firdaus b salleh) language isn't oh so good that i'm being boastful about it here, its typical for a hater to bitchfit about someone he/she hates. So this is my blog, let is be who i wanna bitch about, doesn't concern you, well unless i bitch about you, which i ain't am i? 

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Chapter 11: Appearing ever again.

So many question in my mind is yet to be answered. Why? Honestly i do not know myself, i didn't intend it to be this way, some people just hate how i am, let me say this to you'all who hates me for whatever reason, be it, i didn't buy any birthday present, postponing a treat, assume too much, texting you too much that suffocate you, bothering you with small petty problems or whatever reason you can tell me, this is who I am. I make a effort to give a present, but is that really matters if you don't give a damn about me anymore? Presents are equal to nothing, whether i give or not, and the end of the day, its just a thing. But whatever. This is who I am, i have no idea why people can't accept who i am and expect me to be what they want me to be, if you are so wiser than me, congrats to you for being so much wiser but its not my time yet. You can't expect me to be as mature and oh so wise mindset like you can't I? And if this blog is too boring for you, why did you even bother to read until this line? Come on, the real reason why this website is created by me, its because, its the only thing in life i can divert my feeling into. The only thing that make a effort to hear me out without even trying.

Oh and yes, to people who actually knew of what I am really really am now and feel disgusted by it, seriously, you think i ever want to be this? Think right again, i don't. Its just a phase. So please stop being judgemental upon what I am. No one is perfect in this world, no one except god. So, let me go through this tunnel of what's not and to do in life and perhaps, it will make me a better person, honestly, I didn't expect this to come again. . These are the days that gonna make me something better. 

Argh, this is so freaking me out, i smelt something that's gotta to do with death, from just now.

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Chapter 10: The Life and Loaded.

Spot the thing on my hand :P
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This are just random pictures that are totally delayed from the actual dates. Here's the My Bloody Valentine 3D outing with the coursemates.





So yesterday's food fiesta and reunion with the 5NB-ians and the form teacher was fantastically awesome, well, we were surprise Ms Noraiza settled the bill which cost about $150-200 doh. (:
Now, i'm being task yet again for a June picnic at East Coast, hahah, couldn't blame doh, i'm good at these? :p Hahahaha. The next outing with them will be soon enough.

Oh. . . right now, i'm at Marc's condo and i'm sleeping over here. What's on tomorrow? Erm, IT show tomorrow with them and Saturday, i have no idea yet, oh yeah, the greatest thing today, i bought a Vans Limited shoe at K.I.N at Haji Lane, my first purchase at that hell lot of expensive stuffs. . .

Tuesday, bowling with Syamimi, afternoon with whoever wanna go Live N Loaded with me, Wednesday i'm off to Johor Bahru with the course mates and yeah, the most anticipating outing, cycling and laughing gas on Monday(!!)

I'm drained out now, need to get some rest. . well, after McDonald's arrived of course. . :P

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