In less daisy days.

The catastrophe of being fancy is more or less becoming notorious, haters are one example that will somewhat fabricate down in mouth apprehension to bring you down. Yet again , you need to always have your chin up and ignore this baboons cos they are just making you famous and improving your own self in disguise. 

F a y.

Guitar Hero.

Hahahaha! Now i got guitar hero online, i'll be more than happy to stay up the whole night (:

The song Canon is hard or what sia?!! Maybe its just me :p

F a y.

Bhai- irahhhhh (:

What do you get if both best buddy didn't go school, webcam session(mine just gotta be bitch) whole day long and laugh and stupid jokes and faces. Hahaha.

Ohh, and Syahirah, just so you know, you've been the best/awesome/fantastic classmate as far as I know, hoping we going tru this shits and enter the same course this April. Please study hard (:
& throw away that lazy attitude of yours, i know classes are waste of time sometime, but this is ITE. Let's prove the people out there who keep thinking ITE students are stupid, well, we aren't dumbfuck. So what if you're in Poly or JC. Hah!

(:

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Dubfire.

I love my desktop, Vista, Safari Ver 4.0 and my cursor is the coolest!!

Hahaha, i am surprised to see some weight increase in myself.

Which, finally, YES LAH!I'm so happy for fuck sake, hahahaha!

The only i thing need to do is continue my diet, which is, meat with two raw white egg, just so you know it taste yuckkks! But it actually does work!

Hahahaha, i need a gym partner! anyone? I've been procrastinating to buff myself up eversince last year, if it happen, imagine Fir, with muscular line body, hahaha, hot right? HAHAHA! Chey. . .

I have a family vacation this June, wow. Like really? I can't believe it, yes, its the first time eversince the family is only 5 of us, the brother propose to go Australia(!!) He asked me personally if i do want to follow, hahah, who wouldn't? But before that, he mention about Sunway Lagoon and KL, well, that's around May. . Well, well, things seems to be picking up on the better side of bed huh? I like it. (:

Alright, i didn't attend school due to some reasons perhaps reason, lazy. Hah! I slept at 5 am in the morning just because watching clicknetwork.tv. This typical housewives mention this,

" Singaporean can't be kiasu and rush to get free things, cos they don't deserve it. But for housewives like me is accep table (literally pronounced table) because ah, we all got APPLE of time to have . .. "

Hahahah, god, the language and Apple? HAHAHA. I literally rofl when i hear the word ample becoming apple. HAHAHAHAH!

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Emporio Armani!!

I've been eye-ing on this particular phone, and i promised myself to get it by May and never gonna lost it EVER, or i'm gonna kill myself literally. I've been stuck using a old model of Nokia (eversince i lost my Sony Erricson!!), and its not even mine, have to return it sooner or later, cos its isn't mine, needs the decent courtesy to return it.

Well, what is it?












Its amazing lah the phone, nah, i'm not into iPhone, just iTouch will do, and its gonna be mine once i get my pay. . and for that phone, well, i've decided to work almost all the days during my holidays and earn moolah, lots of moolah!!

I clean up my wardrobe today, and i didn't realize, how many clothes i have. Altogether, 120 tees, 23 shirts, 8(!!!) jeans and 10 bermudas. Well, that's only the outing clothes, i have yet to count the home/casual clothes. Hahahah! Which means, i have to stop doing clothes shopping and its time to rejuvenate myself with awesome gadgets. Can't wait can? :P

*ah, aku boastful lah eh??!! ~weeeee*

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1, 2 , 3, 4 , I love you (Updated)

*UPDATED*

Its just down with two more weeks before i'm granted freedom to just wait for the result and prolly into Integrated Logistic Management in April. As for now till next week, i'm gonna focus myself on just the foundation of books and more theory to expect from it.

You know how the trend of Friendster suddenly and rapidly decreases with the new friend's connection website, Facebook started? Hahahaha, yes, that's how the trendsetter of whoever starts to influenced people nowadays. One friend will start to introduce a particular thing and the need or interest of that particular topic will built into a blossom of interesting and almost addictive topic. Alright, for now it will be Facebook, now, in the states, there's this new ala replica of High School Musical but with the rock tunes kicking in to the melody of the movie called, Spectacular, well . . . let's just give them(typical singaporean following trend by suit) a few months, and you'll see names of the artist or ringtones of the soundtrack starts to be a hot topic for a few months, hah! Its funny, not that i have any issues on it or what, but haha, don't you think its time for like . . ah never mind. .

I wish to introduce my well artistic and most impressive art-vable ever, Zuhairee;

He drew that for his series of A' Level Art. Tell me isn't that impressive? You wouldn't wanna see the rest, its uber amazing. Just to let you know, he did that portait of himself in JUST one week, i repeat, ONE WEEK. Arggghhhh! Fantastic lah bro. . keep it up!! (:

I need to do LOADS of spring cleaning to my room (:

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Ya'all, i'm so happy yaw!

I totally want to be Andrew's bestfriend dude..Totally *thick american accent*

Hell yeah! You have the greatest crib ever, god, who wouldn't wanna be your best friend dude. Oh come on, you dad is the coolest dad i can ever imagine. I dig your dad dude. Hell yeah! Yo dawg, if you happen to be gay one day, i'm totally be glad to be yours dude.. You get my drift bro? You get me'all? You gotta smaze my trick yaw! 

HAHAHHAHAHAHA! Fuck it lah sial. What's wrong with me? 

Hahaha, i totally went gah-gah seeing MTV's reality shows. 

One of it, Cribs, well, that's not even air in Asia's airwaves yet, hoho!

This dude, name Andrew has the coolest crib, he has a fucking movie theatre at home fuck! Oh fuck, isn't that cool or awesome? Its so wonderful ya'all. Nothing is more awesome than that ya'all. Oh my, its amazing baby. 

Check it ya'all. Awesomeeeeeee! (:

Now i'm down with watching America's Best Dance Crew, so much for spring cleaning huh? :p

Oh and that rocking chick, you have been in the admire eyes of mine ever since the first day i saw you. 

I dig your fashion sense ! 

You have charisma babe. I like you(!!)

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I think i'm into you.

Not everyone in the world is lacking of nothing essential or normal. Every one has their flaws to attend to. Some people think they understand one side or perhaps trying to be in one's prime to analyze a situation of anyone in particular, guess what? . . not everyone is leading a happy life as you are. Get up straight and look yourself in the mirror, what are you lacking of? Nothing. You're born with two parents and still there for you, regardless of what, is so different from losing a parent at the age of sixteen . . face the reality, easy said than done. Easy for people to say, "you gotta move on .. " so what? Pretend your parents are dead for one day, won't that give you a aversion blow of like almost giving up life.. ? Well, at least I'm still trying to get over the grief, so stop bring me down more by giving me disgracefully and grossly offensive intimidated comments by how i lived my life, its f-up hard without a mother in life, JUST SO YOU KNOW.

In some perspective, some people in this universe don't fcuking appreciate any of this thing. Cos its either, both human are a sadist bitches or they(parents) are having life of their own to even care about the most important human living at home, this are just utterly bullshit. This is life, being a bitch and acting like a bitch is so typical. Yet again, who is this world can you ever trust 100% accept your ownself? Some just became a manipulated mother fucker backstabber assholes who just gotta used secrets by secrets to get you down that tunnel in the most gruesome ugliest way. Hah, fuck you bitch!

There's nothing more to be said here, i'm not regretting the recent history i'm gonna erased cos its not worth it ever. You(s)'ll be the last mistake i make and never gonna repeat again, cos i had enough. I need time alone. .

On the other greenier side, thank you Zuhairee and Hazziq for the awesome-ness catch up. (:
Secondary School's friends are the best ever..!!

Hang it there buddy, i know its hard to face whatever you're facing, be strong yeah?
(although i know you won't read this, cos i wrote this above after reading your blog doh)

It grew from a simple crush..

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Thinking of the best _ _ _ ever. .

So it was BEG test today, i'm hoping i at least secure a B for this module. Really need it. 

Did you know FOX is absorbing 7% GST from any purchased item, it was quite amazing and shocking when I made my payment from buying a top today. Well, its so much cheaper without the GST huh? Duh. . . 

When you said Katy Perry, well, the only thing people may remember about her is that almost thought of Lesbian song, but nah, she's not. Her loud and sophisticated cheerful fashion statement does make an impact on how her personality is, and about her songs, its quite upbeat right? I'm actually hooked on the latest single by her, Thinking of You. Should give it a demo to your ear, its quite a replica of Leona Lewis R&B genre. . 

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

All left is just your words and sweetness memories, i wish i could just tell you i miss you. .

                                                 

   7/2/2008 10:26:08 PM

fir n i dun hav anyone that i can talk about everything...u ar the only one n dun leave me...

6/28/2008 1:34:03 AM
fir...i know that u n everyone else dun need me, coz i suck at almost everything..if this is ur choice i can't do anything but...if u dun need me plz remember that i need u...

Sigh, i had the best months with you and i can never forget it.

Tomorrow's gila-ians crew photo-taking session at Barrage and Al-Majlis at night. (: (: 

& Zuhairee, thanks for tomorrow (:

F a y.

Jumpsuit and Die.

My head is bleeding from just now due to some madness inside me, and i regret hitting it on the wall. In any case if i have blood clot, I'll be more than happy to just vanish away, and stop it with those, "are you ready to face god..

" questions.. Yeah, who's ready? No one is, so stop it already.

Its just a god damn statement to said that, and its obvious one wants to die . . god . . 

If what I'm gonna said make me more boastful, fuck it alright, i fucking earn my own money and this is my damn bloody blog, i have every right to write anything . .  I just bought a crocodile designs Vans from Sharul and its really cool cos i guess, he bought it online and can't find in Singapore(?) . I have not seen any of it before.  . And the brother just bought me a Limited Ed Adidas 60th Anni Tee, i don't know how he get it, its superbly nice. . but one problem, he bought a M for me, well, i guess needs some altering before I'm able to wear it.

Next month pay, I'm aiming on the iPod touch, i don't bloody care if I'm gonna die not eating for one month or what, i just know i want it by March. 

I'm having issues on everything, yes! So? Seems like i can't accept critics or remarks right? No, I'm not being egoistic, its just i had it too much already. Wiser genes, please get into the brain quickly before people keep thinking I'm so snobbish minded.  

That sums it up why my English grammar are all over the place, cos i care be bothered to do a perfect blog post.  Its official, i'm dumb and stupid ain't i? 

Trying to act smart when i'm in ITE, eh fuck ah sial puki! Aku nye suka ah siak, nie bukan nak act pandai, ada otak, pakai, jadi pandai. Sorry ah lau aku lagi pandai. Aku utang kau hidup pe sial? What bloody benefit do you get for hating me more? Tell me ah sia? And finding every reason to find fault, god, please ah siak, i'm not your league to quarrel about here. 

Why must people still have issues with me? Ah mati ah smua.

I hate how the beginning of 2009 has to be a pain in the ass for me.

Hoping it will be like backwards luck for me. 

F a y.

CB KNN!

I'm dumbfounded on everything right now, from school to work to anything in particular.

In precise i have problems with whole world lah fuck!

Fuck this jinx big time ah siak!

I HAD ENOUGH LAH SIAL! FUCK IT ALL!

F a y.

Head Over Heels .

Look at the time, its almost 4 am , and its either you'll see me online now in messenger or somewhat in Facebook, why? Well, leads to just one problem, yesterday's coffee tasting session thus this is what you get, whole night awaken! My body is absorbed with caffeine from Starbuck's and Nescafe, hahaha, how's that? Double espresso!

Moving along, Farah gave me a good talk just now and yes, i already know what's to stand up on my own feet as each day past by. I can't simply grew out from this snobbish mindset of mine overnight can't I? All i'm hoping is to make myself wiser and stop giving problems to people(s) and be matured. That's all i'm asking for my own self to change. . I need the change . .

Adios, continue with watching MTV's Bromance . . Should catch it doh, and i thought only Paris Hilton needs a new BFF, even guys nowadays has this ritual too . . hahaha! 

Qouted from one part of the show;

"tell me something about Luke ... "

"Well there was once, i had a friend who daughter is down with a server diseases and really wanted to go the senior prom and i went home to say to Luke about this girl and he says, "its okay mum, i take her to the the prom.. "

and i ask him when is his senior prom, he says it was the same day as his, so i thought its okay, i will tell her its the same as your senior prom, he then said, " no its okay mum, i will take her to her prom . . "

Isn't this one awesome scarifies? Sigh, I really miss you M² . .

Who are you now 
Are you still the same 
Or did you change somehow
What do you do 
At this very moment when I think of you 

And when I'm looking back 
How we were young and stupid 
Do you remember that 

F a y.

Gila-ians Crew (:

The pictures of everything I had with the Gila-ians crews!


















There's more than this in fact, over 400 pictures, hahah! Siapa mau gi layan siol? :P
Can't wait Saturday with them, again!
(: I love you all.
F a y.

Qualities that delight the eye.

That eye candy, sigh, if only you noticed me or at least be my friend, god! I am gonna like go
GAH GAH! Seriously man, you got that charm to actually make me look at you more, please come again, soon? Ahhhhhhhhhhh! You're so pulchritudinous wow! Its either i'm envying you or somewhat being ridiculous, god, i think i like you, ahhh!
First look and you melt me already.

Eye candy, come back soon, i can't wait lah!
I wanna tell the whole story here, but haha, things will get into a mess. .
Somethings are just not meant to be said, i can't believe this is happening to me?
Ahhhhhhhhhh!

Your intense eyes, your melting moments smile and your well-proportion face..
CB! I'm actually being a lunatic here, hahah! Eye candy gila babi siak!

F a y.

Dumb + Dumb = DUMB DUMB!

What's valentine's day to a singlehood guy like me? Well, just single dates with another girl perhaps? But nah-uh, i went out to Vivo just to revise for my upcoming in course assestment which is next week, and of course the long awaited March exams. So Irah was working at GJC, i can't further thank her to that extend of even a thank you can't do better than what she have done for us. That drinks and everything, well, thank you very much dearest Irah. (:

Define friendship;





Well, that's from the internet of some true good English professor definition right? I have my own. And well, only me knows what is it, true friends stick by your side when you need them, not being there ALL the time, hi-bye friends are people who once or occasionally you went out with and they just won't ever find you again or maybe, have better things to think about that you, hah! Then come just friends, where you have them by names and numbers and were just once there for you, which is very very typical in phases of life. What i have now which are in secured hands, are what i called, true friends. I have a handful and i don't want to ask for more or neither do i want to expect anything already. Its a waste of effort thinking about it.

How dumber can i ever get this far? This;
(with some another dumb-dumb helping being dumb-er)









Hahaha, please hor, you even think i was talking about eating, so both deng! :P
Thursday alright Ria! (:

F a y.

Universe.

The wonders of Allah is beyond any good words he created for earth. The one creation i'm very fascinated is the northern lights around South of America and the Antarctica. He is beyond anything in this world, he creates wonders for the world, my goal right now, before the age of 26, i make sure i have already seen those with my own real eyes.





Yet again, don't ask, hahaha!

Working later at six and i want to take a nap.

F a y.

Something just gotta hoo-hoo!

Yes, yet again today, i just had to skip the optional class at ten which i actually requested, how pathetic was that? Yeah, tell me about it . .

I'm kinda hangover because of yesterday and not having enough sleep, 3 hours sleep, tell me how am i suppose to focus in school, but surprisingly, the clans just had to make me laugh alot with their nonsense yet humurous jokes and laughter that overall makes a wide smile on my face :D As a thank you for all this support behind my back over what happen recently, i gave each a Chocolate World chocolate for Valentine's day. . Hahahaha, sweet right right right? hahaha, okay gotta be humble not boastful, if not later some people out there will critic me in their blog. Guess what okay, the f**king problem is not us or our attitude, its you being too contemptibly narrow in outlook of how we talk and etetera. Hah, for goodness sake, your shabby attitude is worst than any of us. Then again, i didn't want to even talk about this stupid nonsense again thus, you can just do whatever you want. (:

Moving along, the clans just love to take pictures i swear, its like everyday there will be at least a picture of them somewhere around their cell's. Here's today; - bad hair day; shut up ..









The best group members ever, except for someone who just had her grandmother birthday last mintue, hahahah! So next time, it will be a your grandmother engagement? LOL! :D





I just love how Ain smile in most of the picture, stupid poses of Min, irritating-ness of Kel, how Irah always has to say, "eh i want candid shot..." most of the time and me with my signature crooked smile . . one word: Happiness.

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Short one .

The day was uber fun and exciting cos i head to school at noon for just presentation of project management, i skip two classes due to staying up so late yesterday, lesson learn! :P Then, the lecturer was impress with OUR (NOT ME, GET THIS STRAIGHT) presentation, slides and etc . .

Next then came going to the brother house, it was uber fun playing his Xbox 360 and playing tennis, bowling, boxing, yoga and excercising with his Wii! Its so entertaining, totally became a laughing stalk when i had to do the yoga and running. Bottomline, i miss my cute little niece and she barely forgotten me, hahaha!

Then, leader had to check on the progress and help out some other group to finish up their projects.
Well, i sure have fun and joy whenever i'm around them.









Ironic situation, reasons with reason piling up regarding trying to be alone? Hah. Just exile him lah okay. . . Honesty is the best policy, so stop hiding behind the bushes.

F a y.

How do you sleep?

I have my first unofficial business card of Humphrey's Music company. Hahahha! Design that cos of one of our projects needed to be done.

Thoughts;

I fucking miss you like no words could describe it, its gonna be 5th April soon, and only god knows what this date means to me, how i wish i can say "hey *dot dot dot*, guess what? It's been one year since we're friends. . I appreciate you very much . . but no, all i can say silently to the wall with your picture on it, i miss you so much. .

" . .It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep

Tried my best at movin' on
Have yet to find a girl friend like you
See things now I didn't before
Now wishin' I had more time with you

How do you stay awake
No and all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about
That never will happen again
If I could just see you . . . "

Why is that ego of yours has to hide that true you, i miss you * * . . .
I miss cycling with you, i miss your random nonsense, i miss the time, i miss YOU! Sigh!

F a y.

Truth is, i think i like you . .

Its the week of hectic work and assignments, tons and tons of compiling work to be done . .
Isn't this already stress enough huh? No, here comes the worst part, test and exams are in two weeks time and i have very little enough time to even revise 12 units of business organization and 10 units of principle of office admins modules. . Argh!

Well basically, submission week is this piling up the work given, tomorrow is project management presentation and on Thursday is already BEO's turn. Anyone can tell me to relax, i can't, cos its hard having this responsibility as a leader in making sure the group members are already having progress and as a leader, i have to do much more then just assigning tasks to them, i've double the work!! But all that doesn't matter cos i'm doing it well with great group mates and responsibility course mates in having discipline to having their designated task given to be done on time. I see the true colors of many people in the class not consistent in work nowadays just because they are somewhat "secured" a place in H.N and they thought that could make them, cut some slack, hahaha. I'm just proud having mates that do want to help this people cos i do think some have the potential just that the team mates are what is having them lose faith in their task.

Ohhh, and i'm least to that extend of couldn't care less to people who are just being hypocritical towards one another and being away for reasons or another. Well, i tried already for the actions speaks louder than words, but isn't the outcome same as not even trying? Hah. The phase of life, its never perfect, it changes over night. You gotta work for happiness and it last only awhile.

And to Zie, i'm very sorry to what had happen. Please forgive me, I promise to not do it again, i'm gonna wait for your call even if night turns to dawn this time (:

F a y.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Sotong!!! (you know who you are) i got good news, i'm going to be a partner to your hobby, wee~!
I'm substituting my long awaited Macbook to a DSLR la!! My dad is agreed to spilt the amount with me on my March pay! Wah! Happy or what sia?! Hahhaha!!

Yey yey yey yey yey! Hahaha, so many things to share huh? Nick gave me a surprise call and he's in Singapore!! I don't know even know how he's here without even telling me but yet, he then ask me something, " dude, you're free on the 5th March? " , hahaha, sound like .....!!!
He's yet to tell me why, eh, text me soon lah idiot!!

Moving on, I'm playing hide and seek with a cockroach, i need to kill it.

*the most random post ever for 2009*

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Videos.

I found an hilarious tv ad with Heidi in it, ahaha, and some other random funny video. (:











(:

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I scream for Ice-Cream and Mad Jack!

The day was amazingly great to meet this two best bud to Ice Cream Chef and Mad Jack, they've been best of pals since secondary five onwards and never fail to be a good company during occasionally outings, in other words, its utterly strange but cool indeed to see how closer we are now, especially Zus and myself, we never talk that much and somehow rather now, well, he do change alot to have that brother figure, as for Kin, hahaha, she never change, she's still my best close friend ever. Never failed to be there when in need times. I really hope you enjoy my treat day with all you, remember guys, every 7th of the month (: Next month, Al-Majlis (:

Thank you Kin, Zus and Hadirman (:

I'm speechless over the hoes and the dooes of what's not suppose to be and not to be. Its like playing snake and ladder in a new rule when you know the old rules still applies, hah, life, typical.
Whatever.

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Are you done?

Thanks Ain for everything (:

Today was much heaven i guess? Cos the day ended pretty much so relaxing from all this nonsense i'm facing. I had 2 shesha all by my own and the mahalabia from Al-Majlis is OMG orgasmically delicious. Heading there so often now. (:

Just please give me a break from all this absurd nonsense situation, I'm tired of all this. Who am i to all you, nothing right? So is it worth making humiliation remarks upon me? Go and suck your own dick butthead! Perhaps that oh-so-expensive lifestyle one day will destroy your life. God is capable of doing anything, i really hope he shows you what's not to boast around in life just cause you afford hundred of dollars things, god, so what? There are other people in this world who is FUCKING RICHER THAN YOU! MUCH MORE STYLISH (you aren't by the way), MUCH MORE BETTER LOOKING, asshole!

Argh, just stop making me as a punching bag haters, get someone your own league, fuck!
Screw you big fuck!

Really hope, tomorrow's meet up with the two best buds, will be awesomely great (:

F a y.