Whatever you like.

Randoms:

• I'm down with a 400 pages of coffee making modules for the weekend.
  
• I've realized, if i sleep, i will sleep for a very long time.
  
• I'm at Multimedia Class and not doing work.
  
• I'm apprehensive about the current situation.
  
• Trying too hard? Not trying at all?
  
• I need a breezer to realease my stress(!!!)*fat hope*.
  
• I am clueless about everything.
  
• I'm having a birthday picnic at Botanical garden tomorrrow with the boys.
  
• 
  

No matter how much i lay down things, trying too hard, not trying at all, its still the same progress, i'm getting intimidated already with what i've done.

★FiR.

Apprehensive.

Upon every sunrise, its a new day to begin with.
Perhaps, one day, god shall find the right happiness day for me.
I shall wait and see. . .

★FiR.

IMY.

I need my mother badly. Mum, please be here with me. I can't take this anymore. I miss you. ):

I miss my old life, problems free, friends are always there no matter what, in simple, secondary school years.

Mother, I miss you.

★FiR.

Thanks?

Its such kind of a big crime to actually have a pain or suffering me. If being lazy to go school, well, that totally i should understand it, but for today, its like the fairytale story of: the boy who cries wolf happens reality. Its not as if I always make up stories, wait, fact that, i don't, and my fellow trusted classmates even thought i was making a fool out of myself, guess what? What people say was true all along, i make a big scene around class don't I? The moment I'm not in class, so many bad rumors started to get infested all over the class, so I guess, I'm going to school for the sake of getting that certificate, and that's it. Since this is how the situation is, alright.

And you the one that i trusted for a long time eversince April, turns out this way.

If i got one hell damn wish, I just want to go for good. Argh!

★FiR.

Happy and Angry?

Whatever is written here for the next upcoming minutes, i pretty hope no one in particular is afflicted by whatever words is soon to be read by you later on, but likewise, if you ever somewhat think its you, well, this is an open topic post, if you think its you, its you then (:

I'm gonna just make sure that i won't mention names here, anyway some people can be like a real unyielding towards some people, hey come on alright, you're damn bloody only past curfews here, so stop bloody showing your false front to people by being "oh-so-matured" style of posting, like let's not be fiction here, by fact, you ain't that hot or even near pretty, like stop being big headed just because you going to get a damn oh-so-hot boyfriend(but never dare to talk to), like be real here, so what? You're just like one in desperate bitch trying to s hard to impress people around you, even none of friends like you, oh wait, even if they are not my friends, i even heard, they hate the sights of you, haha, see how oblivious you can be. You just giving your name a bad record around anywhere in particular, cos even in that school, no one even looking at you, so i guess you can actually stop trying too hard cos you'll never be close as gorgeous or hot as you defined it, i seriously hate how people telling me you're just being temperamentally brushing off people you once knew ago. Not acknowledging them and having 101 plans on how to discreet them away from your life and so desperately indeed about what's the future plans, like god, what the fuck? Yes, wait, I'm suppose to be minding my own business, but i can't take this naive situation of yours around people that's actually making me really anguish on how you've reacted. Its gone too far already, you can do whatever you wish but stop this hating situation now or you're gonna get a damn big karma soon.

The one main reason why i bloody wasted my 10 minutes typing this is because of my friends being affected to it, so i have every right to blog anything on my own blog.

Moving on, anyway, pardon my grammars and language for this part, my mind is not functioning pretty well today,the other day, someone did a very sweet gesture of actually accompanying me for the fact that, in the first place, i was alone, sick, at home, but soon before this someone came, my brother is back, but yeah, that someone came to actually accompany me for real and having a live songs rendition of its own. Thanks to Shix for being very very concern and thanks Sally for everything. Yesterday was really awesome, i went to Henderson Waves, for like the first time ever, and damn, the view there is really angelically woah! And the stars there are much more clearer than ever, again, i saw the fifth shooting star. How lucky am I? (: Superman, thanks for the round-a-bout and almost got lost finding a place to eat, hahaha (:

★FiR.

Woah!

Check out how far DOM (shikin's band) has come now? Recording of Album? They have a label now(!!!). Is that amazing or what?!

Somehow, Shikin agrees to do a performance on my song i specially wrote. Do look out for it on upcoming gigs (:

Oh and Shikin, congrats on the ep :D

★FiR.

This isn't me, a drug addict, no-no.

I want to bring out an issues that people have been complimenting me about ever since ever.

Yeah, as you can see from above, this are just some things needed for a typical drug addicts out there, they need them almost all the time. What if they don't? They get somewhat cuckoo or nutty as a fruitcake. Their eyes will be so reddish and they shivers quite alot and talk with a tone as if they just had finished orgasmic part of having sex, sounds familiar? Obviously not, you guys aren't having compulsion towards harmful drugs. But, here comes the funny part, I'm ALWAYS associated with category of taking drugs. Reasons why?

List out some point down here;

• My eyes tends to get somehow reddish in some time of the day/night.
• I have shaky hands due to side effect of my medications.
• I react like as if I need drugs badly.
• My face expression sometimes look so "high" towards people.
• I have a face that look likes I hate looking at any particular person.
• My actions sometimes are just drug addicts.

All of this point above totally improvisation of what i really am. Those above are just my body language and gesture and are what i am born with. I don't hate looking at anyone, its how my stern looking features around my eye area and my forehead grinds quite alot. I have shaky hands not only because I'm on medication but also, I'm QUITTING smoking, i am proud to say I have quit smoking but sometimes i do smoke one stick for like a long MIA from those sticks. So the side effect will be having, the nerves system inside me changes rapidly because, one moment, the body is removing nicotine and another time, suddenly nicotine starts to evolve in the body system, in result, i tend to get "high" or headaches suddenly and side effect of social smoking starts. My eyes are always red outside the pupils because I most of the time do not have enough sleep.

Yes, you are correct about me taking drugs, but nah-uh, not those injurious, detrimental and illegal drugs, its call, med-i-ca-tion, the use or application of medicine, a medicinal substance; medicament. Its given my legalise doctors from internationally known institutes of medical centres for some specialist in some sickness. So yeah, next time if you think I'm any of the point above, please, i beg you, to think that I'm not those type of people neither do I want find any trouble with you. (: Peace. I love you.

★FiR.

Too much heartache to explain.

Its never worth it to look at the past we once had, but why now? Just please leave if you really wish not to ever comeback. Yes, I know.. I miss you.. somewhat.

Thanks Shix and Ijan for making me feel better. (:

★FiR.

Just Dance!

I think Lady Gaga is superly gorgeous somewhat. Anyhoo, her electronica song of Just Dance is hitting the beat (:

1)Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2)People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3)At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4)No tag back.

Tagged by: Ria.

1. I fetish to pinch those little cute babies cheeks even if I do not know this little adorablies.
2. I'm a sucker when it comes to Chocolates with Caramel sauce. I would choose that on top of a Ferrari Car, for real.
3. I wish to be a pilot, a aeronautical one.
4. I will get a minute of paranoia if suddenly a missing text starts to begin and i overreact.
5. I will spent 800 dollars alone on clothes, sucker.
6. I hate people trying to hard to impress a girl.
7. I'm a backstreet boys fan. Yes, roll your eyes on me.
8. I tend to change my blog skin once i get sick and tired on how it looks like.
9. I sometimes, do not wash my jeans for a month.
10. I wish I could....

I tag :
1. Shikin.
2. Shix.
3. Ijan.
4. Sally.
5. Ida.

★FiR.

Wonderful world.

Birthday girl as sweet as ever (: *roll eyes*

Chalet was awesome, nothing much could i say futher. Company was great too, but Apen and Sally is the one(s) that I should thank here, oh not to forget, SHIX, ARIFF and IJAN!! (:

Not much pictures, but only the ones I have right now are the eyesight Macbook Pro pictures;

Jiwa or what wear same tee? Hahahah! :D





Favorite picture is the twin superman pictures, haha, its Sally and me, not me alone yeah. (:

Up, up and away...

★FiR.

Sakinah :D

What's an ideal birthday gift for someone special? Well, you don't have to get any thing so extravaganza or darn expensive just to impress someone special on their B day, something meaningful would be just a simple card with an extra an extra touch of your own special dedications and sweet words of appreciating him/her. Well, that's exactly what was on the birthday gift for someone turning nineteen tomorrow which her celebration is held today.

Basically, what you see above is done by me and the rest of the otter 9 cards is done by respective beloved friends of Apen. So its kind of like a diary for her from all her beloved friends who love her alot. At the front of the diary stated this: " life wouldn't get any boring if you got.." - well, that phrases was cut out from magazines and add on to the sentence from another cut out, " all of us.." which is pretty damn sweet i tell you if i was the one who received it. Well, this great ideas are basically formed up by no other than Sally, the idea of it, is also from him, *ahem* with the help of Ijan and me.. Hahaha!

I really hope she likes it, like it may be simple but inside every card means a different thing and something that's really really special. (:


Happy awesomely 19 birthday sayang (;
ILY Sis. (:

★FiR.

Hello creatures of the planet earth, I'm back in this cyber world of writing down a diary. I'm so pretty elated with the current occupation, I'm officially a Starbucks barista! Jyeah!

Impression session this Saturday and training the following week, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. (: Just a brief post for today cos I'm much more excite on other stuffs, i guess?

★FiR.

Chocolate Heaven.

Basically today at college, my course mates had chocolate carousing cum fiesta at multimedia lab session. Which obviously turns out to be everyone's saviour moment of indulging those chocolates instead of doing their flash assignments, it was a first time that the lecturer let us eat in the lab, perhaps she was in a good mood today ? Hah, right.

So i'm right now hooked into this 8 letter word, end with T, starts with a P task going on in my daily labour. Luckily its gotta do with assignments related to the computer, if not, the grade C is all over my forehead now. I need to download Macromedia Flash but I have no idea where cos i just need it temporary, any kind soul out there knows how I can get it?

This is perhaps the only time i may get to see a 7 O-D-O-Clock shows on TV. Cos a busy barista will starts its work quite soon. Which i hope the colleagues at parkway outlet will be very chaotic and super friendly, fingers cross. I end it here for now, xoxo.

Lighter note:
She's my dream girl! Oh girl, what's your name again? I'm in love with you!

★FiR.

Is this a jinx?

I can't be living in the world of contradiction and intimidating proposal lifestyle.

The procrastination of everything is just too much for me to handle. By fact is, reality stays but I can't take how oblivious the surrounding is, gestures and indecent waves of the your ocean is already signs of what's the next step I'm gonna do. Its hard and you know that don't you but why is this repeating when you know I already told you, I do not want it to happen again.

Guess my instinct is right, I may be put into a spell by some witches when I was small to have this jinx stuck in me, scarifies for others but the last person i would ever think of, is me.

I don't want another truth, it may be just another lie, so just lie to me.

★FiR.

BARISTA!

A part time Starbucks Barista is like written all over me now. The manager called me and I am to come to the stall at 4 pm on Tuesday! (: (:

Am I so elated or what?!


★FiR.

Sugar rush with chocolate sauce on top!

So well, the day started out quite pretty cranky for me, i had to wake up early morning just to proceed to Dapot Road to just get my documents and medical screening by the army personnel. I'm sure they are pretty enjoying taking people's blood from the damn veins which is equals to sucking water from a cup through a straw. It wasn't that painful at FIRST but as time goes by, when i saw my blood dripping into the tube that has the same length of a regular test tube, not to mention the diameter of the tube, the pain started to anguish throughout my whole hand. The doctor is totally testing my patience, i swear. Nuff said about today medical screening. I totally not looking forward to serving the nation since i got PES _.

On the greener side of life, I had already enroll myself in class 3. Yeah, manual. I went to CDC together with Shx and Sally to get our self registered for the first time ever and book our BTT which unfortunately on the month of December, 27th. There's no need to rush anyway. I have one whole damn year before my enrollment validity expires. Soon after, we headed to Ice Cream Chef and bought 3 Chocolate Hershey with Kinder Bueno and one Peanut Butter with Brownies. Oh boy, was that heaven or what? Too bad, Fried Mars Bars is still the best of the best. Orgasmic-nism!

Houses along the Bedok south area, the one I'm referring to are the private property not the flats are totally one awesome sight to look at for a breezier. Its so beautiful with those sophisticated, one of a kind architecture design are really impressing my naked eyesight to see how rich this people can be to own that million of dollars of assets. Its amazing how they can actually make it so nice but yet still wanting something more bigger. Well, like they say, the poor is getting poorer and the rich is getting richer. So that explains the whole concept.

In other words, i can't wait to pass my BTT to proceed to FTT and then getting my PDL so that I can start on DRIVING ON ROADS! Which is totally the greatest thing I'm gonna experience for the year! Wohooooo! Now, dad, can you buy me that Suzuki Swift please? You owe me. -_-''

I had so much fun today, thanks guys.
Shix, Sally, S'jan and Ariff.

★FiR.

Anyone?

Those harsh words, god, what kind of human are you , Dad?

Anyone want to be my full time companion? Desperate much? Er no. I really meant it.
I need someone to just hear me out.

Mr Confident, ELEVEN MINUTE, thanks for everything today. (:

★FiR.

Central Park.

My one and only wish right now, at this moment in time is to step foot on the State's central park.



This one park perhaps the only park that have fours season all year round. My most favorite, well, obviously, the fall season. So many attractions in just one greeny and beautiful park in the central of the big apple. Well, that's one bargain i couldn't afford to pardon more. Besides that, animal lovers like me can visit the zoo just with yards away and plus there's an Arsenal. It was built between 1847 and 1851 and was originally designed by Architect Martin E. Thompson as a munitions depot for New York State's National Guard. Oh man, I wish I could go there this December.

★FiR.

Such a Hot N Cold day.

Oh well, I've a lot of bits and pieces of unfinished assignments and project to be done. Plus the 30% in course project of the multimedia publishing is yet to be even start. Plus, right now at this moment, the cliche of going to school on the month of November is really getting into my nerves. The curriculum timing in that college is so unstable that sometimes I find it a waste of time to go school when you only have what? a lesson of totally non-realistically knowledgeable stuffs to be learnt. Like seriously, I need to get into pens and paper real quick, I'm getting sick and tired of just listening to what the lecturer has to say.

On a lighter note, I am wondering why I love to stars gaze at night in the kitchen window and wishing upon the shooting stars, for the record, I've seen 6 shooting altogether in my whole lifetime, as in to date. Will I ever see more of it? Oh, I'm missing quite a number of people right now. A big reunion will be great at the end of the year.

★FiR.

Done and Said, My Turn Now!

I suppose that being that "mature" enough is suppose to make you that sophisticated in terms of life, at that kind of age acting like as in you have a 20's mindset, like come on already, are you that cheap to make yourself so well known for your oh-so-optimistic-world-of-mine world? Hahaha, all you ever think is that wonderful blissful oh-my-soon-to-be *fill in the blank* of yours. Like come on alright, at least in that particular time, i was damn stupid to even though you're my only hope in getting back what I've lost. Guess what? I lose nothing, fact is, I'm happier with my life now than ever before when you ever came in those awful wannabe characteristic.

So what if you have wonderful physce of being so optimistic in life? Fact that you're not even least happy at where you're standing now. I lost but guess what? That was just the beginning of a war, I've lost the battle but never will I surrender myself in the war. The war I'm stating here it isn't gotta to do with you, the puzzle of my happiness and future still lies on me, and i am the one who is going to create it. I have already glance through the mirror of in times to come, and i ain't seeing you in my life. I have great friends and I guess you don't ? Cos you always have their dramatic actions of this people are just a phase of life. The point for me to even blog about this is not just to being so immensely juvenile on how I handling situations like this but the message I'm trying to send across now is that, I'm no near affected by any of your words your portray there. Wasted my time? Oh well no, perhaps, this is just something I've learnt and grown up to see that you're both just a big mistake in my life. Not regretting just wondering why am I that stupid to see how much I needed you before, oh-I-am-already-mature people.

★FiR.

Looking at the past.

I really need to get myself a chill pill and make it last while so that I won't be grief-stricken about any situation.

Besides, right now and this moment in time, I'm feeling quite competent with my circle of companions and they had always been my alter ego.

To you, seriously, that past 6 months being so nice was just wasting my time, what's the punishment for being nice to you again? Like c'mon, its you that make mistakes to me and now here I am trying to put back the pieces together yet you're still giving me that particular thunderstorm weather against me. You know what? I had enough, if you ain't gonna care, so am I, you just a mistake in my life that I will never ever going to repeat. But still, this is who I am, being concern even if you treat me so cold, good luck in anything you do in course to come.

Today's tutorial is such a bore, I bet the first two hours of class, well, I will kill time by entering lalaland in time before brunch come. (:

★FiR.

Nightmare Fairytale.

The acoustic version of Kekasih Gelapku by Sally was something that really make me somehow happy earlier this morning. No doubt, you can sing well bro. (:

Anyways, I want to thanks Ariff for driving that long period of round-a-about to JB and sending us back to Pasir Ris, but up most thanks inviting me yesterday.

Shix, thanks for making feel very welcome in the group although I feel awkward around you like I mention to you yesterday. Sorry if i somehow or somewhat offended you.

Ijan, thanks for absolutely entertaining me with my super illogical lame wannabe joker's jokes and yeah, thanks for the concern about that cigarette.

And Sally, well, I don't know what else to be type here, thanks for almost everything? Yeah. I may seems like not to bother about your superbly entertaining jokes but that's how I am. I really appreciate it that you somewhat took the effort to make me laugh although I don't seem like I want to. Oh and thanks for sending me back from Wednesday till yesterday. Thanks for that early morning redition of your own version of my favorite song.

Thank you guys. (:

Oh and I met Shikin Ali early in the morning today, well, well, she seem to be having a great time in NAFA. Sugar rush mood was all over her, but I'm glad to see her today and seeing that smiling face of enjoying what she's doing right now. Good Luck on your recording alright. (: Miss you babe.

Night? Belated Ian's birthday party at Marcus's condo. Reunion with the cliques.

Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apa pun;
Meskipun tiada orang pun yang tau;
Ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku;
Meskipun kau hanya kekasih gelapku;

I miss you _ _ _. Sigh.

★FiR.

Really? Sigh.

This piece above is purely created by me using Adobe Photoshop. Well, it isn't that sophisticated by yet I guess, effort perhaps?

I'm feeling so down that perhaps no one could ever understands how I feel deeply inside. I've been putting on a fake smile for almost a week to just cover up the sorrows in me. Will I ever get through this? Sigh. Really, I need to let it out. . .But how?

God, please help me in this difficult times I've been having with. Family, Friends and Myself.

I'm so stress up right now.

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is pbutting so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
We are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
But the truth remains

You're gone..

★FiR.

G-Shock!

For the fact that somehow now, I hate your existence in my life. Pretending like as if I have no feelings whatsoever, well, think again. Your presence are hurting me badly deep inside. I have plans lay down on the table to make you jealous, but, what for? I've grown up from that vivid mindset that people always judge on, so I'm growing up. Plus for the fact that, still people out there think I'm the bad one who hurts you so badly, come on, it only takes two hands to clap, haven't you hurt me enough huh people by adding more negative comments to me? I had it alright. Enough already. We're like strangers, so like them have their fairytale life, I don't need to be attach to make me happy, I'm happy being in love with so many friends, well, not that much but yeah, as least I know who deserve my friendship.

People change alright. For better or worst, I know I change to something better. It takes time right? So improvement will be seen soon enough. I'm apprehensive towards whatever has happen.

Will it ever happen once again?

Stress free for a day by going JB with the clan, they never fail to make my day.
Seriously, thanks guys(SallyAriffShixIjan) (:

★FiR.

Yellow.

(Macam? abang² motor pe sia, HAHAHA!)

One colour to describe today? Well, how about yellow? Why? Its because my school has this School of Business Day which yeah, business school is always associates with the colour yellow, well, that's what I know of, in Temasek Poly too ain't it? So back to what I were saying, yeah, we had this some mini fiesta going on at the indoor sport hall which my course is in the green team, which was second in the overall championship of the games. No doubt, the Sports Management students will obviously beats the non-muscular students in the tug war round. Talking about it, i really need a personal trainer to help me get into shape, healthy diet plus how on earth am i going to build up this hands of mine plus develop those six pack. Anyone know where can I get a good personal trainer?

Okay, to the people(s) who tagged me, well, just want to mention here that, i don't usually reply them alright, but do keep it coming yeah?

Aisha: Hahahah! Mak eh ah! Pabuto! Hahaha! *mop dance video* Walaowey! Aku miss kau juga! Policewoman, i'm coming to your house this Sunday, can't wait!

Alfie: Are you really Alfie? Hahaha. Please eh, who's that eh?

DoctorHidung: Nie Sally or Ijan ah?

Shikin Nebo: Okay, sorry, i've already changed to Shix.

★FiR.

Wonderful World.

Since my work at nebo is already over and done with, I'm surely going to miss my colleagues for sure. Well, who wouldn't right? They've been pretty awesomely friendly kakis to click around at work and well, all the best guys with your so call father. Good luck on your future endeavour.

Alright, once again, going home at 5 in the morning is a normal routine for sure, well, for me that is. Undecidable, after Gelare and Bowling with the clan, Sally decided to go fishing. Yeah, someway or another, it became a very good hobby for us to do whenever we're out of plans on where to go. So today was kind of lucky, we caught two fishes. (: One for Ijan and the other, for me. That goes mr fishy into asam pedas today.

I have my personal alarm clock that will be calling me to go school starting today (: thanks syahirah.

Oh Sally & Ijan, thanks, well, again.

Better get some rest for now.

★FiR.

Serendipity .

Wake up! Its already 9 am, you need to go school. Well, that dialogue kept running in my mind whenever the alarm on my cell goes ringing, but still, stubborn ass of me keeps me still wanting to sleep. So yes, today, I did not attend school due to my laziness and another is yes, I'm sick. A word of my current attitude right now? Yes I guess i found one; lackadaisical.

Projects and assignments deadlines are around the corner but i ain't doing anything at all, fuck. I guess, starting from 5th November onwards, I need to really make myself uncontaminated with my lazy damn attitude and more stiff so that I can be freaking fresh in school. I've alot of lecturers and tutorial classes that I've been missing out so wouldn't want to screw things up yet again, need to get 4 pointer for my last GPA and enter sport management. Oh yeah, I'm ready for a big change to my diet system, body built up and keeping myself in healthy lifestyle and having that dream image I've been wanting and not stuck in this longitude of skinny, underweight.

On a lighter note, I need to get myself a good mp3 player and I've no idea what's good.
iPod Touch or Nano? Erm . . .

★FiR.

Serendipitous.

The mood is back at smiling or better still what i call, sugar rush. I feel pretty breezy appease now since I have remove one load off my chest. I have no idea why this mood of me at seventh heavens seems pretty everlasting. Well, prolly perhaps the problems that bothers me quite alot one time ago has finally reconcile, which definitely a big go go for me to move on.

Well back at social life in this civilisation world, hmm, pay day is coming up in about 5 to 6 days time, this time, ain't no shopping (*roll eyes) which I'll try not to, cos i have so many thing I need to buy not what I want to. Saving is need for this month, since i official quit that stupid ridiculous job ever. Paid $6.50 yes, but with that kind of management, getting abashed by the so call temporary IC, like forget it alright, I am capable of getting a higher rank job than yours, so please, stop deriving me from thinking that I'm am a saw loser in doing that job. Please cultivate yourself on moral values of your co workers before thinking they need to respect you. Am i suppose to respect you when you don't even see my work. Hah, seriously, waste my bloody hell time typing this down, I hope somehow or rather you can kick bucket of that place my other colleagues.

Today, which is right now , I'm suppose to be sleeping preparing for school, but no, i did not. Met up with Apen at about 6 in the evening to talk things out between us. Thank god its already over and done with. Soon after, we headed to meet Aliff and accompanied him to get his necessary stuffs and waited for Lynn. Starbucks session, thereafter, Sally came by and headed to Ijan's estate area to meet him and fishing somewhere around PRP.

And here I am, eyes are getting so drowsy, god.
Can I even last doing my stock report card test and 7 hours in school?

Wish me luck people. Hoping I'm holding aces tomorrow for everything. (:

★FiR.

best.

Its strange how things I hate before now turns out to be a curiosity cat of me to try doing this things i hate or even despise ages ago. One example: (recently) Riding a bike. Which somehow or rather makes me want to enroll into class 2B too.
Which . . . I need the father permission first.
What a bummer.

Look at the time, i just reached home from fishing trip with the gang and soon after with Sally at Changi. Oh yeah, thanks those who were at the Sengkang fishing spot playing UNO, Stress and Snap chaotically, which was a very good entertaining activity. You know who you people are. thanks (: Hahaha, and Sally, sejuk pe pagi² naik motor? Haha, thanks for the rides on your bike bro (:

Oh, i forgot to mention one SERIOUS IMPORTANT MATTER!

On 31st October 2008 . .


I was being possessed by an exorcist that literally make me gruesome unitary inhuman.

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Which my friends aren't even scared of me -_-''
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Okay fine, it's Halloween Party at Escape and it's part of my job to be make up like a damn ghost.


Okay, i know i was lame. Alright. Shoo, go.

I'm super duperly incredibly tired. Bye.

★FiR.

Appreciated beyond words.

I was drenched wet at first but the moment I get home, I've realized i'm all dried up and very drowsy after taking the morning medication. The reason why I was wet? Well, it was a heavy raining cats and dogs at 4 am in the morning when I was at Bedok Jetty.

Its been past 2 weeks since i'm accepted to this particular group and ever since that day, consistently or not, we somehow met and i'm speechless to how they have already accepted me as one of their ordinary clan who they knew so much longer than me. The great feeling about being around them is you will never be far afield from laughter that will amazingly make my day a fabulous one. How appreciative I am is beyond any words, how thankful i am now, is beyond any kind words and how wonderful you five are to me are simply beyond any nice word i can fill here. Sally, Shix, Ijan, Ariff, thanks for the up most every single outing, it may be plain boring no activity but the company that I've been having around is seriously making me happy and distracting me away from pain. Thank you so much for everything, accepting me, making me like one and the concern you all gave is beyond anything in this world i could ask for right now. I hope you won't be like any hi bye friend i kept having for the past months. Seriously, thank you.

I'm more afraid to lose them than myself now. Sign. ):

★FiR.